I understand and appreciate what you say about small reps and keeping the reps tiny, but honestly with all the tiny reps I'm trying to make from one community to the next - I'm no longer enjoying the journey.
I'm feeling pressured and pushed - and I feel that my condition or reasons why I had to resign from my job months ago has been forgotten - a lack of empathy has kind of leaked in.
I do what I can. But I'm slowly losing interest and the desire to continue at this point.
I just won't keep pushing myself to the point where I'll get sick again. I won't do it.