I've been going through another molting phase during this full moon fire season, in the midst of the potent astrology that is amplifying our collective shift. It's often not easy to find my voice from the middle of the gooey cocoon. It can be easier to wait until I'm on the upswing, out of the cave, and speaking from my triumphant, inspired nature. But I love the challenge, and I know that, for me, speaking from the hidden spaces always leads to greater integration. And while, yes, I do have a lot of authentic Jupiterian energy in my being (expansive, inspired, hopeful, triumphant), I have realized that one way I've carried split energy in my being is by hiding the other half (the vulnerable, soft, afraid part) even to the point of attracting people into my life who have mirrored that split - who love me for my positive, grounded, strong, emotionally resilient nature but would rather not get involved with the part of me that needs to soften, fall apart and receive grounding from another. It has been a profoundly humbling revelation to recognize how I've perpetuated my own split nature by continuing to feel shame about and hiding my vulnerable self. Walking a truly embodied journey of awakening, for me, has been about completely obliterating that false spiritual principle that liberation means transcendence. My experience is that every time I've truly shifted a pattern, shed a skin, unwound a layer of karma, and found the freedom to step into a radically new way of being, it has come from fully integrating and embodying the very pattern I was resisting. This doesn't happen all at once. It occurs in alchemical stages. 1. Disentanglement from the pattern through stabilizing neutrality (nervous system regulation & differentiation) 2. Re-engaging the pattern with conscious choice, and staying steady through the growing contrast (re-patterning) 3. Achieving a state of Unity Consciousness with the pattern, so that it is no longer subtly pulling my energy in a split direction, but can now lend its energy to the whole (expanding/identity evolution)

Due to popular request, I've decided to share a class from inside of the Sanctuary with you here on the subject of abundance, including financial abundance. How to tune in with it organically and calibrate the nervous system to open toward that energy, including a guided meditation specifically on the subject. Check it out in the classroom here: https://www.skool.com/body-soul-village-3993/classroom/b4d3d710?md=1c06e60ff9c6433c8a75a07d4ac49afe

We don't have to be caught in the tug-of-war debate about whether "symptoms aren't real" OR "they're real and you're fucked." Neither are true. THEY ARE REAL AND YOU HAVE THE POWER TO HEAL THEM. I've been enjoying watching material from other practitioners and experts in the neuroplasticity space this past week, and it has been so fulfilling, validating the path I have been walking these past few years and how my practice has evolved. This is beyond the debate about physical medicine versus "energy" medicine. It's about the way in which we master our attention through the process of releasing karma, and recognizing the mind and body as one thing, one fluid mirror of who we've been and who we are becoming. I've seen clients release years of chronic health conditions, relationship challenges, parenting overwhelm, career stuckness… by safely and precisely supporting them to thaw from a functionally frozen nervous system. In the Sanctuary, my weekly, long-term container can be fully surrendered into like a cocoon to hold you through the process of becoming free of chronic holding patterns, not by focusing on the problems, but by giving the nervous system a more coherent experience in which they can safely unwind. I also offer 1-1 sessions within the Sanctuary, which are my original medicine, and akin to masterful surgery at the somatic level. I’m currently offering 1-1 sessions to folks who've never worked with me before, to feel first-hand the radical shift that happens when the nervous system re-calibrates to exit old patterns and program new pathways. Are you in the midst of a recalibration in life~ around your health, around your relationships, around your work, around your finances, around place or sense of purpose? My clients regularly report that after a session with me they are suddenly able to make new choices in that were previously unavailable to them, because they are literally wired differently. Here's one of the many vids I've been enjoying this week. I hope it inspires you.

Hello all~ Would you take advantage of a free live session here where you could bring your questions and possibly even experience a little somatic processing (depending on who comes and what you need)? If I get enough interest, I’ll offer this. 🦋 Please comment if you’re interested.