The looksmaxing journey is going crazy!
Tony Huge has been HUGELY able to help me (pun intended) ascend massively
As for the stack I want to optimize everything. Inflammation and such I think is the next step.
Last I showed my blood work my protacin test and other markers were within range. Only one that hugely wasn't was cortisol and e2 though tbh I was an idoit who decided to do it on zero sleep while studying for my MBA exams.
Anyways gonna try to see if Kaiser can see where I lie via e2 now as that and cortisol were actually the main ones out of the normal bio markers being well zero sleep and addicted to monster zero at the time while still adapting to a post competitive bodybuilding/ powerlifting lifestyle.
I was hugely worried about the puffiness from potential gyno (stage 1) due to reta ( only thing I decided to definitely do as I came off with a crazy amount of bloat and weight due to pl show)
Reta showed me the tissue/puffiness of nipples. I honestly think it can be inflammation.
That being said tamoxifen and raloxifene via algorx have not worked for me and it's still there. Though actually it looks like its bad in some times and barely noticeable other times.
I been hugely stressing if I really need to do gyno surgery and Living in LA with this type of issue really doesn't help as everyone is so superficial and honestly I want to leave.
tbh I can probably raise my e2 to normal levels in my past if I just lived in Bali or something tropical.
If I continued especially while under a coach with PED usage I would have been able to bench 2-3x my bw. At the time I was 190 ish give or take.
I'm 150 now with way less bodyfat like it's insane. Currently my bench pr is 225 lbs with no liftoff or wraps and just in my home gym. I truly think even if I stay "natural" now I will be able to get to at least 2x bw
I truly want longevity but I am also young. I am ambitious. And tbh my adhd really doesn't help. Because I want to be my best. I want to show others what is possible and inspire the way Tony does. So looking into peptides
Looked into tesamorelin igf 1 ipamorelin cjc mots c ghk cu glow klow stacks
Anyways, sorry about the rant.
BOTTOM LINE!!!!!
I want performance but also want to optimize where I am which is why I asked previously about the natty + stack which could prove better than just trt which yes post peds it is a pain in the ass to recover.
I think it's a goddamn miracle I'm not on trt for life as last I checked my test a little over month or so now I was just south of 800 total with largely everything within range except e2 and cortisol those were my worse bio markers
All while I had 0 sleep!!!
Any and all advice is hugely appreciated
I truly thank you for reading all of this and look forward to hearing your reply
-David