Seems like I’ve hit this wall where I’ve got all the tools etc, have the internal stuff on point and have got some routines I’ve been really sticking to for the past week or so but still struggling to bring it into reality as much as I hoped to by now. Don’t really want to start cutting off family or friends despite some past betrayals etc but most have been pretty intolerant every time I’ve tried to be more open anyway so maybe that is just what needs to be done at some point. Tired of people pleasing and shrinking myself to make others comfortable. Just keep them boundaries up and focus on one goal at a time I guess 🤔