What is your truth when walking on your spiritual path? How did you approach it?
(A question taken from a video in one of the courses)
My journey was a very dark spiritual awakening. Experiencing the hole I had dug myself into so many years. Buried in my insecurities and my fears. Taking a hallucinogenic was my go to when I had wanted to heal and was also a way of me fitting in with a new crowd.(I would have to say my healing journey had been developed in a very mysterious way). I always grew up in tuned with my culture and in a way it did form my sense of self identity. When approaching my journey I did notice my gifts and my intentions. Of course I always had looked into how to heal this, how to heal that etc. Constantly running to things I thought would help me in any way. Every experience I realized my limits and along with my inner truth. In this journey I was for sure meant to walk a narrow path. This life I was meant to heal and to be persistent with myself. I soon felt resentment towards it. I didn’t want to get up knowing I had to do certain things for my soul. I seen myself be lazy with myself and I would ask how come I feel this way. Now I see the changes in myself the love I have for myself projecting on to others and it makes sense to me others it might not. We don’t always have to believe others word for word. There is truth in some but it’s always what you feel is right within. In one of the videos Irah provided for us (which I’m so thankful for!!☺️) it mentions how there’s a bit of truth in everything but it is what aligns with you. Hearing that from someone else validated my thoughts and my feelings. I also hope that someone else may feel validated by my past experiences in some way or form.