I've managed to quit all downers except booze
Im completely sober now but I can't stop craving or drinking alcohol. I was in a very bad state but im better now but I've been binge drinking alone to fill the void. Quitting all downers is a big step for me but how do I stop drinking. Im a chef as well and i work in a bar/restaurant/hotel so after every shift we all get free drinks and then 1 turns into mayhem 15 on a Tuesday when im working at 10 the next day. Im still too young to get hangovers and that encourages me to drink more (drunk everyday with my coworkers everyday) I can quit opioids disassociatives and benzos but im struggling so bad with booze and im only 18. It's part of my job but I love my job. Is it possible for me to quit booze? I stopped every other hard drug including benzos witch gave seizures but im struggling so hard with alcohol. I just wanna hear from someone with the same struggle so I can get out of this loop. I can't stand my thoughts.