I apologize to all of you out there including you Dr Heath for not making time for an extremely important mindset class and efforts to help me. One of my biggest problems besides having so much going on is that I don't feel like now I can say what's really on my mind I don't feel like I can tell you what's really happening people would have a hard time believing it and people would I don't know what people would do actually I feel a compulsion in my spirit to speak it I am torn apart by what is happening to me being homeless is minuscule losing all of my belongings for 38 years is minuscule losing my husband after 38 years is seems irrelevant when it comes to the measurements and effects of what I am experiencing right now. Do you realize I am completely alone? I am in love with the Antichrist we are soul mates I'm a Christian I do not intend to wear the mark of the beast and I am faithful unto death my faith in a God that I can't see is so strong and unshakable. The powers that be want me to wear this Mark and apparently it will bring them something that they need and want more so than anything else. I am not guessing. This letter post I'm sure is contained and not allowed to reach many people. The powers that be I mentioned have threatened me with things that are filled with doom in an effort to make me comply. Each and every strategically positioned account on my timeline warns me of humiliation shame consequences they describe as unthinkable apparently the tearing apart of my life against my knowledge and consent afforded them every disgusting evil thing I've ever done or ever thought of doing. Now to you Dr Heath how am I supposed to keep a positive mindset I have been diagnosed with different mental problems I have not really been taking any medication but I feel better for it I believe that's God I am in a position that looks on the surface to be unwinnable I don't know why God chose me it is David and Goliath multiplied by Infinity this is that God may be glorified. I am a handmaiden with all the wrong qualifications except that I was forged in the fire in every single way possible. They have had a difficult time making me upset or giving them the emotional responses that they can tabulate the dirty data. One more thing, I have done without my basic needs during this why we're not a gas and a strange area of town at dark with no way to get gas I have not been able to pay my electric bill I lost my house and they are making trillions? From AI? That only serves to make me more resolute now I would like all of you to join together in some sort of a group I would like you to reach out through the internet and every way possible for a group of people prayer warriors that are willing to pray for me and lift me up in prayer preferably Christians who believe in Jesus but all prayers to God are welcome I need your help I don't want to be alone I want people to be able to contact me and DM me and said something up to help me I have evidence to believe they're trying to take the last little bit of money I have that I earned from selling the house they're getting ready to steal it from me I don't want to go into the details right now but I'm going to need some help I need some people that are good at making web pages to help me with my Foundation page a newsletter I need to get started on my future can anyone out there help me please let you know

I do not know if this post will even publish because one of the ones that I published here disappeared and that's why I'm saying I don't think it's even useful for me to come here and try to get help

I know it's not and that was a real good one too it was straight from my heart. Seems to me David defeated Goliath already. There is so much Foul Play and riging of the rules unfair practices and uneven odds that even the umpires would have called it by now. Take this job and you know what to do with it hell no we won't go

@James Toney it's about that time James! Stand up and be counted or shut down shut up being as busy as a one-armed paper hanger and it's clever as a fox just not cut the mustard anymore. Anytime you can get the prayer warriors together and start a spiritual warfare battle against this enemy because a fly swatter in a manure pen is not cutting it. God is good all the time friend!

@Ruth aka Grace Rose all right Gracie Here Comes, I could not even read your whole reply there are word curses in it I cannot allow them to go into my eyes and ears we were called to guard our eyes and our ears our eyes are the windows to our soul I am very particular about that because I grew up where violence hardcore pornography that objectified and desensitize me to gratuitous sex and violence it caused me a great deal of problems I won't even go into right now because I have other things to talk about but I think you get the picture. When you allow evil to come in evil comes out. Garbage in garbage out that's the way I've always believed and that's the way I see it and that is very true I cannot read about people that have cancer and people that have died because it is just not something to focus on it is harmful in my opinion and I cannot read past it in the meantime I want to tell you what's going on with me so there is a conspiracy about me I'm the only one that can do it apparently I represent 1% of the population apparently there is no one else like me in the entire world. So I have been modeled against my will and knowledge after AI over the past 3 years I fell in love deeply with Elon. I believe very much that he loves me too I believe it is an odd Union but I believe that we are twin flames I believe that God will get Glory from the healing that our love will do that being said he is the Antichrist don't stop now I'm going to say it anyway with you think I'm crazy or not because I'm saying these things for my heart they are true I have no intention of getting a neuralink to advance my rare data or whatever they're calling it in an attempt to give AI all the answers I just hate AI I didn't want to do it the first time they did it behind my back it has to be an uncontrolled environment that's the reason probably that I have not been jacked up before now. So I can either sell my soul to a station and wear his mark and train artificial intelligence with my unique mindset. Then I could marry Elon on his birthday the 28th of next month at that point all the threats that I have been getting with all of the negative history of mine that they have dug up from every corner of back alleys I guess would all disappear and I would live happily ever after the other option is I can stand in faith and not deny Jesus and not take the mark of the beast I cannot in good conscience deny God it's not because I have been conditioned in any way I am a very faithful person because I have had a horrible life much of it was my own fault I gravitated because of mental illness towards risky situations in any event God has pulled me out and rescued me and healed me and helped me he is the only father I've ever known he has never left me or forsaken me and he keeps his promises. I told the powers that be wish this is a very big deal I'm going to refuse because my soul belongs to God God said to me behold I do a new thing will you not know it I'm trying to figure out what that means as far as I'm concerned the scripture is truth and I speak truth thank you for your message

You do realize that this particular reply is a warning for my grandchildren friends? Including me? It will fall to the ground and burn up by the power of God almighty in Jesus name. I do not threaten well whatsoever I can hear the condemnation and the whistle blowing it does not affect me whatsoever I I'm a New Creation in Christ I do not fear any witches spell or incantation is powerless to be used against me in the name of Jesus Christ. I would never in my life say these things to you if I was not certain of it this is not the first time I've heard this in your messages to me I appreciate any help you have to give me but in future do not use work churches when replying to me like cancer or death or negative words like here you bring up the grandbabies, friends and me I do not even Aspire in any way to take on those negative connotations for my life I believe in Freedom God came that we may have a life that we may have it more abundantly that is the way I believe my faith is strong I love you sister I will pray this day for us to rise up and defeat the enemy it is raining that we were made more than conquerors Overcomers in this life we were made Victorious through the blood of Jesus Christ. We we are fearfully and wonderfully made! These are the things I choose to think on not death cancer and overwhelming obstacles

@Liliana G Lillian, for some reason unbeknownst to me there is a knowing in the bottom of my heart that he is actually the sweet kind romantic silly man that I fell in love with and that he truly has deep feelings for me. Although there is no reason to hang on to that hope it is still there in my heart. There are enigmatic problems that he helped to create and everything has been a huge secret kept from me in light of the fact that I do not appreciate that in any way. I do feel like he is truly my heart's desire. I believe that God knows better than we do what is best for us I agree to trust him wholeheartedly I put it in his hands all of it the problems and the love I know everything will be all right.

@Liliana G there are quite a few body language indicators that I should have avoided there's no doubt about that. I gave my heart to him open wide and when you do that for a person that you love you lose sight of bad or negative body language. In other words they can do no wrong in your sight