Spent the morning in self reflection. Noticing how light and dark presents in every day. Suffering lead me to finding myself again. I know the path isn’t linear and I’m made aware every day that lessons are laid out on it. I think I need to learn patience and try not to blame ego for the root of all my problems. Still so much to learn.

so my mind always went to the worst possible conclusions but ever since a young age i used to be really scared of the idea of being max tortured but i had relief that ill die probably without experiencing it, but now that i think reincarnation and infinite lifetimes exist i cant help but worry about the possibility that its impossible to avoid max torture because we never truly die and eventually itll come. is there any advice that can help that worry or do i just try to ignore it everytime the thought pops up

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Hello everyone, just sharing my situation to see if someome had some similar experiences.. 1 yr ago my girlfriend left me. I'm still broken and I can not go over It. I know she s with someone else and I ve Daily intrusive images and thoughts about her with him. I also had some other experiences but I still can not go ahead. My body and my mind are still "with" her.