I know I got to do this, But I don't.
"I know I should be studying cuz my exams are 2 months far. I know if I studied just 3-4 hours a day I can get very good grades, but I don't study. For the last 3 days, I've been obsessed with chess. In 3 days I have played like 6-7 hours of chess each day, and when I lose, I try to learn openings and to do chess puzzles. I think it's a good thing instead of scrolling reels, but I'm still not studying no matter what I do even If I watch anime or play chess or just procrastinate, it's no progress towards my goal. In the last ten days, I only studied like 5 hours ig, which is 0.5 hours each. This is messed up. I know the consequences and I'm aware of myself not doing anything. People say blame yourself to grow; I do, but nth changed. They say accept who you are, I accept I'm lazy so how do I fix this? Just wondering if some philosophers thought abt this shit and gave solutions."