The struggle with my āperfect selfā
Lately Iāve been realizing how much of my life Iāve spent being hard on myself. I used to think that if I wasnāt improving fast enough or doing things perfectly, then I wasnāt really worth much. That mindset just kept me stuck in this cycle of frustration and self-hate. Now Iām trying something different just being honest with myself, but not in an extreme way. Not tearing myself down, just actually looking at where Iām at and slowly rebuilding from there. It feels weird because Iām so used to being harsh on myself, like thatās whatās supposed to push me forward. Self-understanding Is so hard!!! š« mostly the questioning the idea of what you think youāre supposed to be.