Its humpday everyone, well some of us are already in Thursday, so HAPPY Thursday TO YOU ! LOL What are you grateful for today? despite what you are going through, what is it you are GRATEFUL for right now! can be anything....

Learning how to love a woman is how I learned how to love me, Have you ever sat and let yourself truly sit with how you feel in your body especially the relationship we all develop to our own nervous system which is something so essential to how we learn love and it’s flow of connection it can create.. Yeah! That is profound if you truly let yourself sit with it what that could mean to you in your life… took me awhile to learn to speak from these feelings in my body.. my mind made too much noise.. I never really learned love until I developed a relationship with my pain.. I stayed in it long enough to get to the other side of it.. where a beautiful teaching from pain love began again and I guess by again I have to speak from here..… 4 yr old me.voice… I had a mom and dad who dreamed big and loved hard and that is how I got here right outside of Hickory in Caldwell County Hospital October 17th, 1969. As god would have it 3:16 am I breathed for the first time in this world.. filled with love and connection.. I suppose we all come into the world that way without judgement.. Life is celebrated in entry as it should be in exit which is the scary part.. we make it sadness when it should be the love fest of everything we experienced in our nervous systems together.. Why the look back… because the in between is where it all got messy.. because we lose connection and learn the roles and responsibilities of relationships.. you know… Mother, Father, Brother, Sister, Son, Daughter, Cousin, husband, wife, mistress, roles roles and more roles.. all of which require self judgement to exist within and ask yourself if you even FEEL good enough for any of it…..and try and find something you can stay in and tolerate enough to like yourself through.. I was in the mess of it.. not seeing myself live a life of playing out the very wounds around me as a child play out in my life.. I learned somethings that really had no parental guidance or connection to what my nervous system was experiencing starting with the love disappearing when I was 6 yrs old… the time line in which I could love someone exposed.. sad part is I didn’t have to be in their life to love them.. learned from what I experienced watching the love that created me rip apart believing through no voice from this hurt that this was my life.. I was a serial cheater from these events for life cheated me out of a true connection I felt upon getting here…

Hey! Happy New Year =) I am here for connection. I am here because I would like to heal this social anxiety from having symptoms of cervical dystonia. Social anxiety from my spiritual awakening. Rejection n abandonment issues that ive placed on to myself from the crossing of my parents my friend my brother in law n cat as well as the 💔 from not seeing or hearing from my counterpart in years Im excited n eager to start the new year off in skool learning healing n evolving into the best human I can be. Flaws scars n all Thank you L&S for accepting me like you all always do! Happy New Years to all yall from Louisville Ky! 💋 😘 ❤️ 💜 ✌️

Hey I just wanted to say thank you L&S for giving me an opportunity to heal learn evolve n connect. I always feel honored n appreciative to be a part of anything that you all have going on. Thank you both ❤️ After being in my house for 21yrs life n the divine powers that be have decided that there is no more putting this move off. So after meeting with 3 realtors I have decided on the 1 to list my house. The goal dates are between March n April 1st n its bittersweet. My children grew up in this house n I worked very hard to maintain this house. I believe that selling it will get me out of survival mode. Ive been in survival mode the majority of the time that I have lived here n that is unhealthy on so many levels but its really not good on my nervous system especially while im trying to correct cervical dystonia. Its super important for me to be very kind loving n gentle on myself n find strategies to stay calm. Selling the house is going to bring financial blessings n I will be able to have the rest of the mercury professionally removed from my mouth. These removals must be completed by dentists that specialize in these procedures. Regular dentists could accidentally cause more mercury to get into my blood stream n cause the neurological symptoms to worsen In irreversible ways. Its $1000s to have this work completed n I am truly blessed to be able to have assets that will bring major profits. Im very blessed for this opportunity. Its emotional. Im trying my best to stay grounded. Im also trying to get excited about thus new exciting phase of my journey. Theres so much to do n i work 2 jobs. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I get excited when thinking about moving in to an apartment for the 1st time in over 20 yrs n then sometimes I cry. Its truly bittersweet. I am proud of myself but ive learned from deciding to sell as well as the dystonia symptoms that my life today is 1 step at a time. 1 day at a time. Not putting pressure on myself. Im busy but I haven't left ✌️ ❤️ 🫂 💋 😘

all the things, milk, bread, eggs, chocolate, check. dog food, clean pajamas check comfort foods, board games, oracle cards and plenty of hot cocoa and marshmellows salt, and shovel.... where are you in the world and how are you preparing for YOUR weekend ?