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Do you suffer from running or chasing...
In the new blog from Lee speaks to how deep this is within you and how to heal it to the root... Love anyway! Lee https://clarkkent07.wordpress.com/2026/04/27/twin-flame-separation-why-the-runner-chaser-cycle-never-ends-until-you-fix-this/
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@Lee Patterson trying to accept with great difficulty. What is interesting it is familiar to a past experience that experience that first lead me to you guys . I am accepting it by trying to give myself love . Runner / Chaser dymanics have been a continuous pattern . This time I have to sit with the pain and not run .
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@Lee Patterson yes it is because that pain was reflected back me .
Holding on .
Checking in and holding on In bed again with chronic PTSD instability please send some healing . I am waiting for so many things at the minute and I don't cope well with waiting periods . Waiting for answers to letters sent to the people that have hurt me . A period of expecting I guess . I may never get answers but I am seeking truth and I know this is within me .
Connected .
Just staying connected I seem to have lost my shit and getting put on some psych meds this week. Seems I am in the bat shit crazy club again . This is what karmic shit does .
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@Lee Patterson it is my connection to myself I must find again feels like she left the planet . I feel I need to feel my body again .
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My thinking does not allow my body to heal and forgive so I am trying to begin to trust what my body is saying and not my mind . My body needs solid food just as my soul does . My story needs a new chapter . My body feels tired and like it is running on chemicals . A scary time the next few days as I have diazapam dependency issues . My brain does not need it the body does . I was put on a very low dose so hopefully no issues .
Belief
Today I don't know what to believe in anymore. I gave up spituality because the church made me believe it was wrong however the Christian Church also kept me captive to my sin and told me homesexuality , spirit guides , and everything was from the devil . I stayed away because I thought I'd be thrown into hell for such beliefs . However i am someone who needs guidance I just don't know if Jesus was the one to guide me .
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my son is an omnist he believes every religion has a place and neither one to be the complete truth . Jesus , Budda , Mother earth all of them . He is the most stable person in my life he takes every religion in his stride . I was brought up in the Catholic Church and absolutely oppose of it .
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Completely understand I have been right through religions catholism, Christian, Buddha, Spiritualist . At times of crisis I seem to head in there for answers however I know that I have been blown apart by Christian Do Gooders and many fake mediums . I do know the Catholic Church scares the shit out of me .
Speaking up
My body is telling me I need to speak up but what happens when you want to speak to the person you want to speak to .
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my body is screaming to be heard , to be understood and just feel calm again , it is screaming to feel safe . What I realise now is these feelings come from a place where there was neglect , abuse and fear and the fear is , so , so real right now . Some of it has to do with my voice never being heard . I feal pain , I feel abandoned .
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