Can you break a soul tie if you can how do I do it ? I can't forget the person but I need to break this . No labels please , this soul tie feels familiar like something I went through 10 years ago . I got thousands of miles away from that person and do not want to go back to it as I now understand it was bad . This recent breakup feels like all the other breakups however there is still a massive part of me that is yearning to see them. I am told they may have cancer and this has played on my heart and mind . Why do break ups bring out the obsessional part of us . The ruminating and the pain . It is like I want answers to a question I may never get .

What do you do when you feel someone's anger at you do you hold on to it ? Is it actually a good sign do you simply let them be and ignore it ? I have been on the recieving end of my mothers anger , my brothers anger , my ex partners anger and during these times it is very difficult to hold them in love . I don't deserve it yet I hear things about it actually being a good thing .

ok this is a massive one for me to open up about but I came out of a 5 year relationship in August of last year after 6 years of being single after coming out of another shit relationship / connection. I am missing my current ex today but I am trying to figure out what it is I miss . Do I miss the familarity, am I missing the family dynamic do I miss the reflection of myself in them . I miss connection to another human I miss being held close , hugged , making dinner together , the days out , the nights spent watching mindless Netflix and to be honest I miss the ex , the dog , the kids , the life I had . My ex had accute bipolar disorder and this was a massive issue . I want to reconnect but it feels dangerous to do so now . So trying to figure out am I in love , is it limerance, is it a Trauma bond or am I just insane for thinking another human loves me but treated me so bad at times . Just feel stuck and lost . Part of me wants to reconnect and the other part says hold back . Just sad and messed up from it 😪

So this week also feels heavy I tell myself these feelings do not last forever . Feeling disconnected with the outside world but the outside world feels dangerous .

someone from my past has re emerged at the same time I have found out an ex had died . I am living back on the road where I ended up 20 plus years ago where I moved due to Domestic Violence. What kind of karmic crap is this?