Hey everyone, this Skool community has been inactive for a while since I haven't hosted any workshops lately. I'm going to be dissolving this community and switching over to a new platform soon, with a brand new community for my next workshop launch (within the next month). My reasoning is that I'm building an all-in-one site for my next launch and don't want to rely on multiple platforms. For anyone interested in joining the new community when it's up, comment or DM me your email address and I'll be sure to notify you as soon as it's ready to go! hope everyone has been doing well and I hope to connect again soon!

Hey community this is open to everyone but i just wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings that i have experienced over the last couple weeks after i have last posted and i just wanted some people input i guess . So firstly i’ve been thinking about music and i see a lot of people online saying that if you listen to music with certain lyrics they will make your subconscious mind think that you relate to that experience. My friend and I were recently listening to this song called ‘ jealousy jealousy’ by chance and one of the lyrics said ‘i’m so sick of myself i’d rather be rather be’ and i’m not sure what happened but I just felt this engery shift into like angst and i feel like that now when i listen to sadder songs im not sure why but even these type of angsty/ sad bring me peace / a sense of calmness. Another point that kind off follows from the previous one is lately ive been feeling very grateful for everything i have and also quite sentimental im not sure if thats the right word but i am really just enjoying alone time a rocking out to music by myself and enjoying my own company and just thinking how precious however there have been times before this feeling where i was not really in the right place like i was uncomfortable with who i was because of things i did to others and said. But for some reason these two experiences of ‘preciousness’ and ‘uncomfortableness’ sort of conjure a similar ish emotion and i don’t know if that means i’m at the same frequency as my old self which i don’t want to be or if it is okay to feel this way and this is totally normal . SOOO sorry for this dump but i don’t really have anyone to talk to about these kinda stuff and i feel quite comfortable here and if you’ve made it this far- lots of love x 🤍💖✨

Whom ever was in shooting the shit zoom yesterday ( and others). It was great meeting you all to share. One question/comment I never asked about is Dr. Joe Dispenza. I like his overall idea of course, but he completely loses me after 10 minutes or so because of his complex and fast talking. Might just be me... should I be trying harder ? Can you recommend another person with the same message ( scientific) but user friendly? Lol ty ty ty

this is a bit of a personal post but feel I am safe to share it here. I am about at the point where I am going to quit my job, sell my house and buy a bus to convert and live in with my two dogs. I have done something similar before. I don’t know if my dogs would be happy with that, but if I do not make a major change, I feel as if I probably could not move forward and then would have no control over how they are taken care of. I feel an extreme lack of genuine human connection/acceptance for who I am and stuck with having my house and needing to take care of my dogs, etc. I want to start making social media videos, and have always been scared to, but it would be to connect with people and show them my authentic and raw self and show them that they can do anything they set their heart to. I could go infinitely into more details here, and almost want to, but i’ll leave it here. thank you for listening 🧡

I wrote a piece on this space we all find ourselves in from time to time. My piece comes from a reflection of my patterns in relationships but I think the ideas are applicable to any unwanted patterns. It’s called “Patterns are dismantled not broken”. https://chrizzyrae.medium.com/relationships-patterns-are-dismantled-not-broken-f98cccca896e