who synchronicity is this: I shid my pant 💩

Here's the recording from our call last Saturday if anyone is interested in watching - there was no objective for this call and I just scheduled another one in the calendar for next Saturday because I love the vibe of getting people together for no reason other than to hang and explore topics! Also I took a couple hits of weed halfway through this chat, so if you catch me rambling at times, that would explain why 😂

this is a bit of a personal post but feel I am safe to share it here. I am about at the point where I am going to quit my job, sell my house and buy a bus to convert and live in with my two dogs. I have done something similar before. I don’t know if my dogs would be happy with that, but if I do not make a major change, I feel as if I probably could not move forward and then would have no control over how they are taken care of. I feel an extreme lack of genuine human connection/acceptance for who I am and stuck with having my house and needing to take care of my dogs, etc. I want to start making social media videos, and have always been scared to, but it would be to connect with people and show them my authentic and raw self and show them that they can do anything they set their heart to. I could go infinitely into more details here, and almost want to, but i’ll leave it here. thank you for listening 🧡

I am for sure going through an awakening. I am more and more conscious, I live in the present moment as much as I can . However I find that when I am with others, everything goes out the window. I lose my awareness/ consciousness . Yet when I am alone, I do everything perfect .