Hey community this is open to everyone but i just wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings that i have experienced over the last couple weeks after i have last posted and i just wanted some people input i guess . So firstly i’ve been thinking about music and i see a lot of people online saying that if you listen to music with certain lyrics they will make your subconscious mind think that you relate to that experience. My friend and I were recently listening to this song called ‘ jealousy jealousy’ by chance and one of the lyrics said ‘i’m so sick of myself i’d rather be rather be’ and i’m not sure what happened but I just felt this engery shift into like angst and i feel like that now when i listen to sadder songs im not sure why but even these type of angsty/ sad bring me peace / a sense of calmness. Another point that kind off follows from the previous one is lately ive been feeling very grateful for everything i have and also quite sentimental im not sure if thats the right word but i am really just enjoying alone time a rocking out to music by myself and enjoying my own company and just thinking how precious however there have been times before this feeling where i was not really in the right place like i was uncomfortable with who i was because of things i did to others and said. But for some reason these two experiences of ‘preciousness’ and ‘uncomfortableness’ sort of conjure a similar ish emotion and i don’t know if that means i’m at the same frequency as my old self which i don’t want to be or if it is okay to feel this way and this is totally normal . SOOO sorry for this dump but i don’t really have anyone to talk to about these kinda stuff and i feel quite comfortable here and if you’ve made it this far- lots of love x 🤍💖✨