Over the last few years I’ve come to recognize my own personal values for self-expression. Growing up, I looked at art/music/athletic talent/etc. as things I admired in other people and strived to do for myself because I wanted to be seen the way I saw those performances. But I eventually realized, every time, I was not as talented as the ones I envied, and so, my instinct was always “this path is not for me.” But thankfully, I also come from a stubborn family hahaha So when the thought arose that I wanted to write song lyrics or paint or learn guitar or practice yoga or play a new sport… it was quickly silenced by the “you won’t perform like they do” perspective - and my stubborn mentality said “bet.” I don’t need to perform like they do. I just want to do it. My own way. And what I realized was that if I can do something *terribly* and still find reasons to enjoy doing it, then yeah, not only will I get better at it, but I learn more about myself while trying. See, I strive to shift the perspective of self-expression from the idea that we express ourselves to be noticed or discovered for talent - to the perspective that self-expression is the ultimate key to realizing parts of ourselves we hadn’t realized were there. I’ve slowly been learning (on and off over the course of a decade - more off than on lol) how to play guitar and make music. But I was going through a funk over the last few weeks and started crafting this (very much unfinished) song and wanted to share. More than the song itself though, I want to share the process. Because we generally get finished products to be in awe of, and call it magic how someone comes up with something beautiful - but we don’t see behind the scenes. Or better yet, think of a piece of art/music/film/story that you love and got to see behind the scenes after the fact. You wouldn’t be interested in the process until you already experienced the product you came to love. But once you’re engaged, you want the whole story. Because once you see behind the curtain, you see how you could do it yourself!

I have always believed in magic. As I found this new world, I was very curious as to making fireballs and other magic out of ‘thin air’. I realized that I may not know enough to be safe with fireballs so I decided to try telekinesis. I started with trying to move a party decoration hanging from the ceiling. It took some time but I soon found this dream to truly be reality. I was unmistakably moving this decoration from at least six feet away. Most people I shared this with were skeptical and some even attacked my craziness. I didn’t let that stop me. I kept playing and sharing it with those who would hear me. I soon found myself making a psi wheel as my decoration was destroyed others. For me psi wheels were even better because I could make them quick and easy and I could take them anywhere. Though I have fun with my psi wheels they surly are loosing their novelty. As they do I notice I have some work with being in silence and allowing flow. They continue to teach me and help me grow in ways I never thought. I write this post for a few reasons. Mainly, I’d like to share a bit of myself here. Additionally, I would like to connect with others that practice and maybe deepen each others understanding. Last on the list, this post may be the last nudge for new practitioners to practice. So do you practice telekinesis or curious to practice? If so what experiences or advice can you share? Thank you for your time and the highest blessings to your day.

I briefly mentioned in my introduction ‘The Egg’ by Andy Weir. It’s a short story essentially describing humanity as one being, You, inhabiting every body throughout all time. It’s beautifully written and very inspiring to me as far as integrating teachings of various religions and philosophies into one neat story. In that story, it does end with the character representing God saying that once we live every life and are able to understand the grand meaning of existence, that he/she/it will take us from this place. That we will essentially be truly born/hatch from The Egg as our purely divine, unified Self. It’s a bit paradoxical though because I believe that if we lived our lives, even harmoniously, with the expressed intention of leaving this plane of existence, we would be missing that grand meaning. So my question then, if we were to recognize each other as alternative versions of our Self, would our unified society seek to ascend to a higher dimensional plane or seek to bring the energy of the higher plane to this one? Would we intend to leave Here to get to ‘heaven’? Or would we recognize that ‘heaven’ is Here already? Thank You for Being Here to explore with me, With Infinite Love, Infinite-T ♾️❤️

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