Here is my raw dump breaktrhough story Before: I was 21 years old. When I got hip impingement first on my right hip and then on my left hip. Suddenly i had pain in my body, I couldn’t be a keeper at my soccer team anymore. I couldn’t go to party’s anymore. I couldn’t do my work anymore. In a span of 5 years. I had open-surgery’s on both hips. I needed to do rehabilitations. There was almost a constant stress, fear and anger inside me. I was checking my phone a lot of the time a day. I was masturbating and watching porn on a daily basis. I was gaming 3, 4 hours a day, I was smoking weed, drinking alcohol, eating a lot of food, I was smoking cigarettes, I was pleasing my girlfriend a lot to get love, I had a unhealthy relationship with sex, I couldn’t sit more then 10 minutes, I didn’t see a lot of friends anymore. Most have the days I was spending home alone. I was depressed, I had suicidal thoughts. Crisis: The first moment that disrupted everything was that the doctor and the physio where telling me to stop smoking because it held back my rehabilitation. I thought I don’t want to live this life anymore. I want to be healthy. I want to be able to work, have fun, move my body in a normal way. I didn´t want to be victim anymore and create my own live. It felt like energy came back to my body I got my mind clearer and a focus on my goals the get healthier. Later on I found out about spirituality and the mind and body connection. This changed my perspective on life and the world around me. Suddenly everything was different. Chase: I started working out and listened to the physio’s advices, I was cycling a lot and putting my body in the working state, I stopped smoking cigarets and weed, I got to eating healthier, I stopped gaming, I broke up with my ex, I got different friends, I started doing yoga and learning about spirituality, I changed my thoughts into more positive by doing breathwork and meditation, I Started doing work what I wanted to do because I felt passion for it. I started traveling again, I started to hold my body in a fit as possible state. I started to be spaceholder, a yogateacher, a fitnesinstructor, a meditation teacher, a breathwork instructor, I started facilitate workshops at beautiful events. I learned about tantra, I learned to say my yes and no, For most of the time stop pleasing. I learned to be in my body, I learned to work with sexual energy, I learned to feel and regulate my emotions. I tried to path of pranic living and cleaned a lot of my cells in the body.