I’ve Been Silent… Because Life Got Heavy
It’s been a long time since I posted anything. Lately, life has felt overwhelming. Before I got my job, everything was going smoothly. I used to wake up fresh, spend time with my family, and genuinely enjoy my days. Life felt balanced and peaceful. When I got the job, I was excited. I truly believed I could manage everything — work, study, personal life, and growth. But things didn’t go the way I expected. Now my routine feels like an endless loop: wake up, go to work, come back, study, repeat. My sleep cycle is completely disturbed, and I constantly feel burned out. Even when I get a break, my mind doesn’t rest — it keeps pushing me for more and more. On top of that, I also took freelance projects on the side, thinking I could handle it. Somewhere in this journey, I feel like I lost myself. I’ve tried many times to fix my routine, remove unnecessary habits, and bring discipline back into my life… but nothing really worked. The burnout kept getting worse. Today, I finally took a deep breath and decided it’s time to come back — not just to this platform, but to myself. This is my restart.