New to this. As everyone has had things happen in their life. Within the past month I ended an almost 2 year relationship due to infidelity and there being a baby on the way with the person who they were seeing behind my back. The betrayal was deeper than I've ever been hurt before, especially since we had planned a future and had started planning our wedding. Then while that was going on I unexpectedly lost my job. I know my friends and family are tired of me being so up and down and think I should just gwt over it. I need to regulate after this. I need to find myself again.