I told my dad/mom something that was the truth the other day( which I don't tell them the truth always esp. when I go on my l solo vacation trips ( those are great and decompressing )!- y bc my folks they want to control to have that power with no compassion really ( key word - control - no one should be controlled as in going on vacations. Eating what they want etc ) well my step mom told me she wasn't going to put my name on the house. God forbid both of them died she said. Oh well, ... I told them I didn't care about inheritance in the house and everything. Just wanted them to hear me and believe me what I was trying to explain to them I was a little worried ,I was a little scared. Anyhow and since he's my dad on hospice still holding on. He literally didn't believe what I was telling him quickly. He vocally kicked me out of his house. Then as he was sitting in his recliner. He said LOUDLY... B4 I walked out their door "that's the worst story I've ever heard". I laughed I, turned around, I said what did you say Dad? he said 'that's the worst story I've ever heard" I ran over to him. Saying I love you, and I went over and I gave him a kiss on his forehead. So my story continues, I didn't let go, I'm not. Not ever. Unless God asks or tells me go first. It's thick from all facets on the sun and earth I can't deny. . Do you feel a hold.on your / our heart?. Im feeling & experiencing someone holding mine. Please don't feel afraid of my gifts everyone. I've been hurt to many times. But we can heal. Everyone can. Be the better person(s). Kill our demons. Find the middle ground to find a restful comfort. I have fears, that's why breaking them is painful. But again looking at it from a younger let's say a childs view point. Why do adults make it soo complicated. Why can't they stay on the straight and arrow. Pain hurts everybody. I seek happiness. Totally, completely,... I'm no hater, I'm a lover & a Best friend, I'm a defender of transformation. but I desire the truth of God's path...lm tired of conquering demons, knowing the truths of situations. Im not running, I'll continue to fight those demons where ever I lay my feet. I would enjoy someone leaning on me right about now. 🎶 Lean on me. When your not strong, when I need a friend.... to help me keep carring on.... The song somehow went like that.

Dogs are amazing, arent they? & Sorry for delay on the reply everyone, glitches happened 2 hours ago & poof. I lost the stories. So maybe I'll put one in her. Justin you have ery beautiful best bud companions. Cuties. I have had dogs in my past. I can remember maybe 5. Snoopy was the cutest. I had a sheep dog when I was 5. He walked me. Skined my knees all the time. With my energy a jack Russell would work. ( I have a story about jack Russell's in the bedroom ) ... 🎶 Let's get it on song playing . Xnay! not a good idea cause of their spunkyness energy levels. Recommending putting them outside far away from the room/area ...as possible. Lol. So I'm passing on Jack Russell's for now. I don't need their competition. :) So let's step it back many moons ago. In the Chinese zodiac, year of the DOG 狗. 🐕 ( My Chinese zodiac ) The Dog represents loyalty, honesty, and a strong sense of justice. Individuals born in the year of the Dog are often seen as reliable, protective, and deeply devoted to their friends and family. They value relationships built on trust and shared values. The next Chinese year of the Dog will be in 2030. That's me 110%. And to add insight being a human & being year of the dog. Dogs are renowned for their incredible sense of smell, far surpassing that of humans. This superior sense is attributed to several key anatomical and physiological differences: Dogs definitely can smell fear for sure v Hmm & Everyone knows that we have five senses sometimes if we use our intuition we have six senses. I know thyself my sense of smell would probably be my most heightened. Everyone has one heightened sense out of all five plus if you have the extra sixth one. A heightened sense of smell can be associated with intuitive abilities, particularly for those who identify as empaths. This heightened sense, sometimes referred to as clairalience, can manifest as an ability to perceive scents without a physical source or to experience scents with heightened intensity, potentially triggering emotional or physical responses.

@Arthur van Benthem Arthur they really need to move that little blue arrow button like to the top of the phone so your thumb doesn't it it to post. cuz I type with one hand so it doesn't have to be so close to the side right there to be pressed early. Grrr.

@Justin Peters tyvm. I'm distracted in a concerning remarkable way today. Nonetheless, someone told via YouTube live. I need to purge my life, clean out my home. Get rid of stuff, due do it will get in their way. I wanted them in my hearts way, like it was sponge absorbing all of it & not missing a drop of love from them . Oh well they thought of me as an invisible and untouchable Queen. And shoot the s*** my intuition was way off... I thought they were going to come to me like two weekends ago. I left notes on my door when I ran to my parents house saying. Honey, I just ran out of the house here's my phone number if you forgot it miss you I love you and I'll see you when I get back home soon. Nope nothing, I actually was calling out his name while walking up the steps and nothing not even a whisper in the wind of they essence. And guess what again, he didn't have a live for two days after. Makes me wonder what prior engagements they had. I mean I never had the real collective only mask after mask. He wasn't worthy for me. Anywho... Company might be coming per this moon collective. My place is comfortable, and if it's comfortable for God to have me be relaxed & alone enjoying it. It shouldn't be that bad. God keeps me occupied and I'm never going to complain. So however, I'm feeling did this collective put up red flags, or buoys & crab traps floating around in the crashing wave of oceans, Or bumpers that are on docks - so their boat doesn't get damaged w/ emotions. I listen to my thy self. & I'm ready to get answers & soon. I'll purge what I desire. Period. Well JP thanks again for making me cry for that insta post this Am. It was really good,... it was up lifting to heavens radio station for sure. Let's give the station #. I'm closing my eyes and I see the # 221. I swear this was behind my 3rd cyclops eye surrounded around charcoal gray color. Btw can you see auras Justin? Per Google - Angel number 221 is a message of encouragement and guidance from your angels, urging you to maintain a positive outlook and trust that things are working out for your highest good. It signifies a need to find balance and harmony in your life, both internally and in your relationships, while also reminding you to focus on your spiritual growth and alignment with your life's purpose.

It's immensely quiet - like you could hear a pin drop.... As the whining, cracking of the door opens slowly, & I proceed to step in the room being aware of my surroundings on my tippy toes ( which I do at times ) Nonetheless, looking side to side and I say "Boy It's Dark n here", "I yell' open a window guys, it's WAY too dark in here. "Let the sun in... and open earth's possibilities" I might wear masks for my Halloween costumes creations. ( Another infinite past life endeavor career ) However, I'm always the same person, & as beautiful 🎨 as an artists paint palette. Primary colors to mix & blend to your own hearts content. I completely dislike, dishonor, the fake individuals who wear masks. Masks are accepted moderately through media society. Except for concealment on somebody's identity, that gets more confusing then the next. Bc you never know who your conversing with. Person A or Person B or even C. I believe it's called being afraid of what can become of.

@Justin Peters thank you Justin. Being a Super Hero has its advantages. Btw not sure your aware I saved two turtles in two weeks. That is so bizarre. Read up on my insta or Google the similarirties ~ I'm stoked W/ the connections. Like I am being gudied full circle (uncanny again). However, I sense it's a "solo" mission agead & I'm cool w/ that. ( That's a song too... ) Bc, honestly again NO good or novice baseball players on my team. Second string perhaps, None stepped up to the plate when called to pitch hit, etc. But they sure know how to cheat & steal bases. So, yes I'm a pissed off coach right about now. Confirmly, this season game is over. I won this season series & I'm super recharging in full force mode for the next... My executive power plant is working OT. Nonetheless, I'm ready to be prepared for Gods next play/move. Where are not here for everyone's "circus". But I did receive proof hours ago, & I know the code now for "his" absence silence. And I'm definitely not talking about God & Nature. Have a peaceful night Jp, tyvm for listening/being right their for us all & especially for ur everlasting free/non free time/ & thoughts being reciprocated back to us. That is a job in itself guy. Time is an amazing friend isn't it.

As I enter the conversation & this box. Hello 👋 ever1. Yes, I can resonate with all 11 and more. Everyone should test themselves with their abilities from God. Not sure I'll be one of the 144. However, I indeedly hope so. Omg I just had another idea. To bad Elon Musk is not in this circle I would address this with him face to face. Anywho test yourself. Go in a room with individuals in it and see if you can hear what everyone is saying. Start with one person, and focus is not necessary bc it comes from a voice as it you remember the two aluminum cans with a string in the middle. It's not who's talking to you it's what being said. And trust me you might shock the crap out of some people. I know when someone's talking good about me my right ear starts to pop. When someone's talking negativeLY about ke my left ear starts to ring. Gut intuition is pretty much the primary source to listen to First. And it's true what Justin pointed out. I was married twice once when I was 24 and the second I was 45. Anyway first date with the first husband we went to the Metro zoo in Miami since animals something of nature that I love and ithere was a McDonald'sright next door. The place was packed. We took a two top booth all the way in the corner of the restaurant. He brought this to my attention... he's like if this place is so packed why are all these other tables around us empty and they're standing and they're eating and they're not sitting at these tables. I guess it was my shine. One time my best friend and I we were in Disney world and we're waiting to go on a ride so we were sitting in these seats and nobody was sitting next to me on my side. I looked at my best friend at the time I said is there something on my face, I said do I smell bad ? I said why is anybody sitting next to me ...there it goesbthe shine again. . I even said this to her look at me ...seems like I'm a blaze 🔥 to be around. This is a great test I tried & it work. Since I love arts and crafts I worked at Michael's in Aurora Colorado many many moons ago. There was a gentleman who worked in the framing department he was married I knew his wife very well and well every lunch time he would always want to go to lunch with somebody he never once asked me and there was like 30 of us. Yes he was attractive can't lie about that he kind of had that course kind of masculinity feeling. He liked Snoopy ( EVEN ON HIS CROTCH ROCKET) though and then he like the guy from hellraiser but anyway. I wanted him to ask me to go to lunch and you're not going to believe it the next day I went over to see my friend Amy she can go to lunch because she had something that she had to do then all of a sudden when she said I'm sorry I have something to do. He turned around, he looked directly at me he says I'll go to lunch with you . I'm like hell yah. And you see it was that easy. But then after his wife found out we went to lunch... guess what it never happened after that. We still double dated my husband and then of course them but it just seemed like possibly he likes me and she didn't like that feeling or that vibe or that frequency so she cut that umbilical cord which is fine with me cuz I'm the best ever let goooer ever. I'll know what to hold on to and I'll know what to get rid of... remember chop liver.

Well take care of you and your new partner. And just be happy. That's all it takes...