Why do I never feel hungry it takes work to eat these days

4 years ago I lost my mother to an overdose she never raised me and was estranged so it didn’t hurt as much as my fathers death but still hurt. In December my father died. He was stuck in addictions and his health declined and he got sicker and got septic and ended up passing in hospital after I had to decide to stop all life saving medications. I was there off and on his last 4 years also estranged most of our life we were raised in foster care. I built some kind of relationship with him the last 4 years even tried calling him dad or pops. His addiction always pulled him back so I had to step away as my health was important (I was pregnant during this time) when he got sick my son was very young and I tried so hard to help him. So losing him I felt like I failed myself him, my son. Everyone.

Losing someone to addiction is a different kind of grief. There are so many unanswered questions. So many what-ifs. So many moments you replay in your mind wondering if something could have changed the outcome. When someone dies from addiction, the grief is complicated. There can be love and anger at the same time. Sadness and relief at the same time. Understanding and confusion at the same time. And most people don’t know where to put those feelings, because not everyone understands this kind of loss. Inside our Skool community, we talk about this openly. Not just the loss… but how to live after a loss like this. If you upgrade to Premium, you’ll get access to All live support groups All workshops and trainings All events Our Life Addiction program ( coming soon) And direct work with me and our coaches, where we help you rebuild your life after loss. If you’re ready for more guidance, more structure, and more connection, go to the Premium tab inside Skool and upgrade your membership to join us or click the link here: https://www.skool.com/mastergrief-8891/plans

Welcome! I’m so glad you’re here! You already have access to the free membership, which means you can be inside the community, engage in the feed, read posts, stay connected, and be part of the conversation! But if you’re ready for deeper support, live access, and full membership benefits, here’s what you receive inside the premium membership. Link to upgrade👇🏻 https://www.skool.com/mastergrief-8891/plans First, you’ll have live support multiple times every week. I personally lead sessions on: • Thursdays at 12 PM Eastern • Saturdays at 11 AM Eastern Eliza leads: • Mondays at 7 PM Eastern • Thursdays at 7 PM Eastern Andrea leads: • Tuesdays at 12 PM Eastern • Wednesdays at 6 PM Eastern So this is not one call a week. This is consistent, ongoing support with multiple touchpoints. These are structured sessions where we work through things like: anger, guilt, identity shifts, relationship strain, fear of moving forward, and confidence rebuilding. These are not vent rooms. They are guided conversations focused on movement and integration. You’ll also have direct Q&A access with me every other Saturday at 12 PM Eastern. That’s where you can bring the harder questions: family dynamics, feeling stuck, guilt about living, complicated grief, or anything that feels difficult to talk about elsewhere. You won’t have to hold those questions alone. Inside the membership, I’ll also be posting daily support and teaching. That includes: • Short teaching videos • Practical grief tools • Nervous system grounding practices • Reframes for anger and guilt • Real encouragement grounded in experience Because healing isn’t something that happens once a week. It requires consistent reinforcement. You’ll also receive full access to my core courses while your membership is active, including: • Grief 101 • Air Care • Creating a Breakthrough in Your Grief You can move through them at your own pace and revisit them anytime. Members also receive additional benefits:

I will be doing an EXCLUSIVE LIVE for Premium Members TONIGHT!!!! Please go to our settings and click PREMIUM --- Here is the link to make it easy on you. I CAN NOT WAIT to meet you all personally.... see you at 7:15! https://www.skool.com/mastergrief-8891/plans