struggle a little bit last night, but I think I’m getting to the point where I can say no. I just want to feel like myself again.

last night was a little rough, but I just keep moving forward. I know I’m not doing this alone.

got up at six. Packed my lunch and worked out. Feeling accomplished already today.

My first day. Got this blueprint. I watch him a lot. I think this is gonna be hard, but it’s gonna be simple too, which is kind of giving you things to do.