I find myself incredibly sexually attracted to men and completely repulsed by the vagina. Conversely I find myself drawn to strong women and repulsed by men when it comes to other qualities that have to do with the ego or personality. I am very sexually confused...it's eluded me all my life. I've been taking the tantric path to try and pinpoint when and at what point I get aroused. What should I do so that my desires don't overtake me...or take me down a dark road?

Greetings, family! I was curious to know if anyone else here has broken free from religious programming? I was raised United Pentecost and I have worked for 25 years to de-program myself from the Christian dogma and fearful mindset that was fed to me daily in my young years. I can now say that I view Jesus and the Bible in a light and understanding that the church fears. So, anyone else? 😊

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