I find myself incredibly sexually attracted to men and completely repulsed by the vagina. Conversely I find myself drawn to strong women and repulsed by men when it comes to other qualities that have to do with the ego or personality. I am very sexually confused...it's eluded me all my life. I've been taking the tantric path to try and pinpoint when and at what point I get aroused. What should I do so that my desires don't overtake me...or take me down a dark road?

I wanna try magic mushrooms

Just curious what everyone has implemented as their daily practice. How are we breaking the chain of subconscious thought and behavior? For me I have been doing focused Breathwork each morning after a quick shower with a focus on gratitude. I stretch periodically through the day to loosen tension in my body, and when I cook i listen to anything that reaches to my spirit, often times being Rey. Any time I face doubt or anxiety I sit and return to deep Breathwork like I do every morning to return to that ever more familiar place. Allowing the emotions to exist but at the same time not letting them run circles in my mind by returning to a gounded state where the emotions can run their course and I can remain unattached.

Greetings, family! I was curious to know if anyone else here has broken free from religious programming? I was raised United Pentecost and I have worked for 25 years to de-program myself from the Christian dogma and fearful mindset that was fed to me daily in my young years. I can now say that I view Jesus and the Bible in a light and understanding that the church fears. So, anyone else? 😊