I find myself incredibly sexually attracted to men and completely repulsed by the vagina. Conversely I find myself drawn to strong women and repulsed by men when it comes to other qualities that have to do with the ego or personality. I am very sexually confused...it's eluded me all my life. I've been taking the tantric path to try and pinpoint when and at what point I get aroused. What should I do so that my desires don't overtake me...or take me down a dark road?

What are dreams, to you? Are they just stories your mind creates for entertainment? Do they contain symbols and messages from your higher mind? The spirit realm? Are they actual alternative realities that exist somewhere in the “alternatives space”? Are you astral traveling? I would love for you guys to discuss what you think is happening when we dream. Reason for posting is I just woke up from a sort of terrifying dream that felt like an alternate reality. I felt like I was awake but some things weren’t quite normal. For example; I looked at my phone in the dream and the Snapchat icon was green & white, not yellow & white, so I knew at that moment that I wasn’t in my primary reality. 95% of the time my dreams are not like this, so it’s really affected me and got me wondering.

Question for my friends here! What is your favorite movie, or documentary?? It’s Ok to have several favorites….because I do! I’ll go first…. 1. Interstellar 2. Excalibur (1981) 3. The Matrix….all of them 4. Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring 5. Kingdom of Heaven 6. Twilight Samurai 7. What the Bleep do We Know 8. So many more….but these are likely my top! Not necessarily in that order!💕

How to tell the difference between these two? I just watched a reel of guy saying intution is talking to you in statements wheter anxiety in questions. But I am not fully convinced somehow 😂

My video on this! Here are the the top 5 things that dysregulate your nervous system: 1. Stress, chronic stress is horrible for your nervous system, when you are constantly stressed you are basically constantly in fight or flight mode, which is really damaging to your nervous system. 2. Unhealed trauma, this was the biggest reason for me personally, and is for basically everyone else as well, when you have unhealed trauma’s you have emotions stuck in you and that really messes up your nervous system. 3. Poor health, of you are not sleeping enough or do not have good sleep habits, eat bad food, do not get sunlight and etc, this will mess up not only your nervous system but everything else. 4. Overstimulation, of you are constantly frying your dopamine receptors with hyper stimulating stuff like video games, porn, junk food, brain rot content and etc, you will be overloaded with information, and overwhelm and this will undeniably unleash havoc on your nervous system. 5. Bottling up your emotions, of you try to constantly always be “stoic,” and when stuff like a family member or friend passing away, you just try to bottle it up, this will lead to trauma forming and as a result dysregulate your nervous system. And we know a dysregulated nervous system is really bad as it gives your body like a permanent sickness effect until healed, and to fix it simply fix these issues, and I will say the biggest reason your nervous system is dysregulated is due to past trauma, that is the case 99% of the time.