Hi everyone! First time posting here and I’m excited to meet and connect with you all. I wanna talk about a divine experience I had last night and what I’ve been going through for a while. Negative Fearful thoughts of catastrophe and death that have felt cyclical felt like it drove me into a corner in my mind and made me feel like something was wrong with my body, that I had a problem or was doomed for a short life. This was far from the case and much simpler than I could have ever imagined I never could have imagined how physical this experience was as it was not just mental. Yes, it is vital to be able to discern in your mind thoughts that are just thoughts which don’t have authority & nor are they prophetic. Ego/mind had begun making simple bodily sensations and feelings out to be something that might endanger my life or heart. It makes the splash of a pebble dropped in a lake out to be the size of a splash as if a building was dropped in the lake. And it does so through fear. Learning to listen to my body and sit with it is all it ever wanted. For me to stop running from a danger that only existed as thought forms of scary what-ifs and to reconnect with my body, feel it, and trust in it in this moment, which is the only real thing in existence. And so when we stop fighting and resisting the mind/body, the body releases tension and old emotions we didn’t know how to process years ago. It could go with tears, sighs, breath, shivers all over, gentle pops and other things. And it’s important to learn how to trust these happenings because this is where ego can freak out if you’ve ever felt hyper vigilant. But don’t be afraid, your body knows what it’s doing and naturally brings itself back to balance, harmony, & healing when you give it the space it needs and let go of fear, doubt, and control. You never have to monitor it, and nothing bad at all will come out of letting go the control. Quite the contrary. So last night I bring my body into a peaceful state and start to claim divine truths without even thinking about it. For someone who’s been feeling more raw unprocessed fear more than ever, this was calmest state of being I’d been in in a little while. God came to me as a blue formless woman and started speaking to me through my mind. Touching my heart that’s been aching for years and my stomach at the same time and saying “claim divine healing”. I did and I continued with God through this relaxing, unwinding process I’d been scared of feeling for so long. She let me know, “you’re worthy, you have a long life ahead of you, and I can’t wait to see what you bring into this world. And when you do die it will be a peaceful one long from now, you are one of the nicest people in existence” and I just felt the most love, acceptance, & safety.

If your goal is to ascend to His summit, do not indulge your attention in the beautiful things that line the road before you. The world is full of things that want your attention. Some are beautiful, some are fascinating, some appear important, and some even disguise themselves as wisdom. Yet all of them share one thing in common: they ask you to stop and look at them. The flower asks to be admired. The stone asks to be collected. The waterfall invites you to remain a little longer and enjoy its freshness. None of these things are evil, and none of them are wrong. The danger lies elsewhere. The danger is forgetting where you were going. The more attention you give to the things of the world, the further the summit seems to move into the distance. Not because the summit has changed, but because your gaze has left it. Nothing of this world can give you what awaits at the top. Therefore guard your attention carefully. Do not become intoxicated by the beauty of the roadside and do not lose yourself in the countless distractions that surround you. Keep your eyes on the summit. The question is not whether you are busy. The question is not whether you are moving. The question is whether your attention still rests upon God, or whether it has wandered off into the flowers along the path. Are you still climbing? ⛰️🙏

This song entered my world today and it reminded me of a remarkable win that we’ve recently experienced. Letting go of a narrative that was no longer serving me 🙏 The story (the fear) was that a long time friend wants to hurt me and doesn’t really love me because of actions they chose. We carried this for months, but finally we reached a fork…and literally just oriented myself towards what we really believe in, love, kindness and compassion, and we let the old story go 🌬️🍃 May this song reach those that will be encouraged by it 🎶💫 https://on.soundcloud.com/NOzcvLmy8SZaSDP9Q6 Loosen by Aly Halpert LYRICS: Loosen, loosen, baby You don't have to carry The weight of the world in your muscles and bones Let go, let go, let go Holy breath, and holy name Will you ease, will you ease this pain Holy breath, and holy name Will you ease, will you ease this pain Holy breath (Loosen, loosen, baby) And holy name (You don't have to carry) Will you ease (The weight of the world in your muscles and bones) Will you ease this pain (Let go, let go, let go)

living is more illogical than logical. by born i was born in Muslim family but I'm not a believer. I can write down hundreds reason not to believe in, but will point out a simple one. This post isn't about religion but I want to understand myself, why do i feel so much ? when i see some hungry cats, or stray dogs runs towards me for some food I can't help but be sad. you know why ? because i'm human being and i have emotion. in Islam it said, God is kindest, he loves his creation - just like any God from every other religion. If he's the kindest and if he really exists then why a hungry cat makes me sad and I question my own existence because I can't help them, and God is dead ? nothing makes sense because all of these are non0sense.