After the call today I took action on one of my ideas I’ve been avoiding. I have been letting imperfect health, a fear of tech, and a fear of embarrassment hold me back. But today I decided no more. So, here I am being seen and I’d be thrilled for any feedback on how I can improve. I chose the Cardi B mix because it fits with my message, but also I am offering a ‘Luxury Love Weekend” immersive healing experience that includes a stretch limo to dance our butts off at Cardi B’s concert after we do deep healing work in a luxury suite. Here’s the link to my IG post: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DT1CmWojvQ4/?igsh=aWU1OTJyNGNiYzht

I know I’ve been really absent from the community for awhile now but I’m coming back online sharing a big win after a challenging few months. I wanted to come back by sharing a big win for me. I got sick right before Christmas with what felt like the plague that kicked my butt for four weeks. It completely knocked me down. I didn’t have the energy to post or show up much at all, and I was purging so many emotions during that time. Shedding of the snake has been real. I’ve been really embarrassed about not attending calls or posting during this time as well. My accountability Queens have been so supportive and I’m so grateful for them. @Jessica Puccetti-Hoffman @Victoria Amor I also moved again. And today, for the first time since quitting my counseling job and setting out on this whole adventure of entrepreneurship, I taught one of my offerings in person to a group of kids. I received a 4 month contract with a micro school. Yay. And it felt so good. I had so many shadows coming up this week around it. Doubt, fear, all of it. Every excuse I could make not to show up but I knew deep down this was a defining moment for me. Feeling the fear and taking action anyways. I also got to model for them and share that I was nervous and what I did to help it move through my body. Once I taught today, it was like a huge weight lifted. And it went really well. I’m honestly so excited about it. This is an offering I’m hoping to develop in a way that I can teach at different schools as contract work. This is very much a beta. I’m creating it as I go. I have all these tools in my bag with other offerings and programs I haven’t rolled out that I will be using, but this is different than my one to one offering Roots of Magic because these aren’t clients that sought me out per se. It’s a school setting. It’s new. And it’s being built in real time each week as I go. It’s called Emotions at Play. It includes somatic tools, mindfulness, heart coherence, body awareness, and has a little intuition woven in.

This is the best gift I could receive for Christmas ▶️ The 90 Playbook is printed and I said fuck off to hiding. I opened instagram edits, and I started making imperfect daily content. I am committed to showing up consistently. I will let it be easy. I will let it be raw and messy. I don’t need to be good yet, I simply need to build it 💃🏽🔥👑

I want to share something honestly, without polishing it. I joined this space two months ago with a clear inner “yes”, and then life asked me to slow down.I haven’t been very present here – not because of a lack of commitment, but because I’ve been navigating deep personal challenges in my intimate life. What I want to name is this:There have been moments where I felt like a fraud — wanting to build a conscious, embodied business, to show up as a leader, while still disentangling myself from patterns and dynamics that are not aligned with the life I am creating. And yet, this is exactly the edge I believe many of us are standing on. I don’t see this as failure anymore. I see it as the raw material of leadership.Not “I’ve figured it all out”, but “I’m willing to stay awake, honest, and responsible while I’m in it.” If this resonates with you — especially as a woman holding vision, business, healing and real life at the same time — I’d love to connect, listen, and learn together. Thank you for holding a field where truth is welcome, not just polished outcomes. With honesty,Sabine

Well, it took me a min to post because I was thinking ohhhh lordddie this is gonna be a big one, keep it funny… so I finally made the big O reveal after I started practicing retention and it led to residuals. So I can write another book called Masturbating to Millions 😂😂😂 oh no… oh yessss Just how far do I go with this - to the show I’ve always wanted to do??