This game of influence is a game of energy, capacity and nervous system regulation. My meditation teacher once told me that "Thor, I believe the game of life is all about increasing your capacity to hold energy". He would go on to explain that the more energy and consciousness you can hold, the more of the higher realms are you able to bring into this lower, denser 3D matrix. And in doing so, you are improving this 3D reality for everyone. The more higher consciousness we can bring into this realm, the better reality becomes. The more we move towards a New Earth. This game of influence is the same. We are training our system to hold more tension, more energy, and in the increasing of this capacity, can we be more expressed. We can channel more clearly, and speak more precisely. We become higher better versions of ourselves, and this again, makes reality better for everyone. The trick here is to understand that TENSION is the name of the game. Pushing yourself outside your comfort zone. Welcoming the tension when it arrives, and consciously telling yourself that "yes, this is it. I'm playing the game". And as you alchemize the tension of public self expression, you come more online, and the views come pouring in. That's why this game is equally as much energy as it is strategy. And many of you have already had profound transformations with this already. The more tension you can hold, the more attention you receive. Attention. Tension. At Tension. When you're AT the point of TENSION. You're walking the bridge towards attention. So keep walking. Hope you're having a lovely friday!

Aloha new family. I am thrilled to be here. After decades of dark nights of the soul, I am finally ready to help others. I incarnated into a family with much ancestral work to be done, on both sides. I spent my teens and 20's on the verge of suicide. Anxiety, depression, and obsessive thoughts accompanied by painful twitches, multiple panic attacks daily and more. Somehow through this pain, I managed to secure a decade long position as a stage magician (magic assistant) this I believe, is what saved my life, giving me something to live for. I grew up with a very religious mother that never allowed me to believe in magic of any kind, no Santa, no Halloween, most Disney movies were "from the devil" she made me believe the world was dark, and no light nor wonder existed. As a stage magician I was able to help people of all ages believe in something again. To bring magic back into people's lives was, then, my greatest calling and gift. I had no idea that I would one day believe in real magic and help others to do the same. Using real magic, i.e. frequencies, colors, energy healing, sound healing, earthing, the energy in what I ate, meditation, and my own magic/manifesting; I was able to heal myself in ways that 15+ years with counselors, psychiatrist, and on every medication for mental health under the sun, never did. I spent 5 years digging myself out of a darkness so deep that I didn't even know if it was possible. I travelled to Peru and spent a month in the depth of the jungle doing plant medicine ceremonies, and then another month in Thailand to learn both Usui, and Tibetan styles of Reiki and became a level 4 Reiki Master Teacher. I underwent a 3-month long ayurvedic deep purge and cleanse, and then moved to Sedona AZ. There I became a professional psychic, all while undergoing an on-going three-year-long purge and "dark night" that was initiated by the ayahuasca and other plants. I finally purged addictions, trauma, triggers, and so much that was holding me back. It took a lot of work but also was so easy at the same time, being blessed with magic all around me. (plants, sounds, energy) I rediscovered my own magic, and joy, and health and happiness and was immediately called to Hawai'i. I used a POWERFUL manifestation for one final catapult into my new life (I'll describe in another message) transcending all known limitations and totally transforming myself and my life.

I know I’ve been really absent from the community for awhile now but I’m coming back online sharing a big win after a challenging few months. I wanted to come back by sharing a big win for me. I got sick right before Christmas with what felt like the plague that kicked my butt for four weeks. It completely knocked me down. I didn’t have the energy to post or show up much at all, and I was purging so many emotions during that time. Shedding of the snake has been real. I’ve been really embarrassed about not attending calls or posting during this time as well. My accountability Queens have been so supportive and I’m so grateful for them. @Jessica Puccetti-Hoffman @Victoria Amor I also moved again. And today, for the first time since quitting my counseling job and setting out on this whole adventure of entrepreneurship, I taught one of my offerings in person to a group of kids. I received a 4 month contract with a micro school. Yay. And it felt so good. I had so many shadows coming up this week around it. Doubt, fear, all of it. Every excuse I could make not to show up but I knew deep down this was a defining moment for me. Feeling the fear and taking action anyways. I also got to model for them and share that I was nervous and what I did to help it move through my body. Once I taught today, it was like a huge weight lifted. And it went really well. I’m honestly so excited about it. This is an offering I’m hoping to develop in a way that I can teach at different schools as contract work. This is very much a beta. I’m creating it as I go. I have all these tools in my bag with other offerings and programs I haven’t rolled out that I will be using, but this is different than my one to one offering Roots of Magic because these aren’t clients that sought me out per se. It’s a school setting. It’s new. And it’s being built in real time each week as I go. It’s called Emotions at Play. It includes somatic tools, mindfulness, heart coherence, body awareness, and has a little intuition woven in.

I want to share something honestly, without polishing it. I joined this space two months ago with a clear inner “yes”, and then life asked me to slow down.I haven’t been very present here – not because of a lack of commitment, but because I’ve been navigating deep personal challenges in my intimate life. What I want to name is this:There have been moments where I felt like a fraud — wanting to build a conscious, embodied business, to show up as a leader, while still disentangling myself from patterns and dynamics that are not aligned with the life I am creating. And yet, this is exactly the edge I believe many of us are standing on. I don’t see this as failure anymore. I see it as the raw material of leadership.Not “I’ve figured it all out”, but “I’m willing to stay awake, honest, and responsible while I’m in it.” If this resonates with you — especially as a woman holding vision, business, healing and real life at the same time — I’d love to connect, listen, and learn together. Thank you for holding a field where truth is welcome, not just polished outcomes. With honesty,Sabine

What an absolutely beautiful call that was!! Glad to see so many of your beautiful faces show up! Now, I am super keen to hear your reflections form the call, share below. And thank you again @Eva Krom for taking the time to do this! We love you!! <3<3