If you believe something is missing within you, you can spend your entire life searching outside yourself for it.

Last couple of weeks, I had several unexpected expenses. I decided to "go with it" and rolled in some imminent expenses and got them all done to the tune of about $5,000. I feel that I want to buy myself something fun after spending 5 large on inglorious necessities. I was thinking about what to get and oddly could not think of anything I currently want. Still, they desire to get myself something pleasantly remains. So my question is this. Based just on your own gut feelings and discernment....what do you think I should get for myself? Thanks in advance!

I did it… I wore a crop top out in public while I was working, doing freelance delivery work. Driving and getting back to deliveries was already a huge deal because I was in a car accident back in May and I’m still recovering, physically and mentally... But what better way to do those things than to add self love into the mix by facing another challenge that Ive already been working on for quite some time... one I’ve had my whole life: confidence in my body. Well, that confidence is growing… mmmmm peaking is a better descriptive word ✨️💪😌🙏 We do recover 🙌💪🎉 This healing work has turned my mind around, one release at a time… one baby step at a time. Or one leap. Each level of this onion I’m peeling has had different measurements, but they all lead ahead.. even the ones that feel like you’re going backward.

I don't know love , how to feel and what is love , how can I get , how can I enable , how to cover with love ??

Dear all - this is my first post here. After watching the first few parts of the High Vibe Starter Kit I was instructed to upload the "Why raise your vibration worksheet" here. This marks the beginning of my spiritual journey. My motivation behind this is to heal my wounded inner child. For many years I felt so not good enough and unworthy within myself. I was living in a total state of fight or flight and experienced a dysregulated nervous system. I would use substances to cover up feelings of unworthiness; false beliefs that I picked up about myself when I was a child. My parents were emotionally unavailable and I lived my life thinking that my needs never mattered. For years I was unable to release these emotions; my nervous system would make me feel numb and low as a means of protecting me. I couldnt let any emotions out until about a year ago when I began to cry upon looking at pictures of my child self. I need to learn to reparent those wounded parts of myself. Im really looking forward to trying the somatic breathwork when I get to it. For now, this is all I will say. Any advice or tips is hugely appreciated. Sending love Jason