Bots are making this place…not fun. I’m remembering why I don’t use social media. I’ll still consume the classroom content bc that’s what I came here for, but the bots are making the discussion boards difficult to want to even look at. Maybe that’s their goal? Discourage people from wanting to participate, which essentially slowly kills a board since the only way to “level up” and access additional classroom content is through likes on discussion posts or payment? There should be other ways to level up. I get why it is how it is, but it only works with integrity in an environment that’s not overrun with bots. Everyone…quit feeding the bots.

I wanna try magic mushrooms

This feels like a place to discuss dreams. A few weeks ago I had a dream that was pretty memorable. In the dream I woke up in a bedroom that was super decked out. Gorgeous. I went to the mirror and I looked much different. Long Hollywood hair, like a panteen pro v commercial. I had a closet full of beautiful clothes, jewelry...I'm not exactly the glitz and glam girly girl type so this was all very out of character. I was like, "uhh...ok?" I walked out of the bedroom and the house was amazingly beautiful and dreamy. It was a lighthouse that had been remodeled into this elaborate home. I noticed the walls of the tower were carpeted and these creatures were flying around and clinging to the walls. I realized they were my cats, but with wings. I go down to the main floor and everything is just stunning. I walked through the house and looked in the laundry room. In the washer were clothes spinning in the soapy water... And there was a live snake in the washing machine with them? At that point I became lucid in the dream. I see my family in the family room. My daughter is layed on the couch playing on her Switch, grumpy. My husband is rushing around packing up boxes and stressed out trying to make it to the post office in time. It was...just like normal life. In that moment I noticed out the window a whole separate cottage that I knew belonged to my daughter and was an art studio. I suddenly also just knew that my husband had cars, fancy clothes, a collection of shoes, and a basketball court somewhere on the property. We had everything any of us had ever wanted. My 2 German shepherds were running around outside in a beautiful field and there was a doggy mansion and swimming pool out back. I had this sudden understanding that money didn't exist in this world and all we had I had manifested like magic, so my daughter's discontention and my husband's stress didn't make sense. I began to tell them both that I wasn't from their world, that this was a parallel reality or a dream and in my world everything was crazy and conspiracy theories were real and Alex Jones style doom and chaos was going on 😂 They both looked at me like I was insane and were like, "um, that sucks?" Then out of nowhere a hurricane started and the sky went black and the house started shaking and I woke up.

Hello friends 🙏 One important thing that i keep constantly on my mind, is that there is nothing wrong with the way life is unfolding. Whatever is happening in your life, whether you're struggling with difficult circumstances, or addictions, or people, everything is working out perfectly for you. Now, this SOUNDS nice. But in the moment when we feel fear, or worry, or anger, often it doesn't help us. That's because "everything is working out perfectly for you" is not just supposed to be some nice affirmation we try and force ourselves to believe when we don't. It's about fundamentally changing our relationship with life itself, to break free from the illusions of our mind, and see the higher truth unfolding. If you focus on everything going wrong, and how much it sucks, that's all you will see. But if you make it a habit of looking for the evidence of how life is trying to help you, you'll begin to see it. We build our trust and faith muscles over time so that we learn to naturally surrender to life. Only then do the blessings begin to come, because we are no longer in resistance to the source of all love, peace, joy, and abundance. We get angry and frustrated because life isn't going exactly as we want. But it is exactly that resistance to "What is" that is what is sabotaging us from receiving what we want. That emotional turbulence is what keeps us from learning the lesson that life is actually trying to show us, through our problems. So the more we stay stuck in our psychological drama about what is happening, the greater chance we'll continue to repeat the same lessons until we fully learn. Learn to trust life, and you'll begin to see that every problem is in fact an oppurtunity for you to bring forth even greater blessings. There is nothing wrong. Only the Ego judges life. The deeper aspect of what we are is always free, always in peace, love, joy, and abundance. We don't have to "get" these things. We only have to remove our attatchments to the Ego, which keeps them blocked like a dark cloud covering up the light and the warmth of the sun.