I was washing my face last night dreading doing my nightly skin care routine. "I just want to watch cop shows" my thoughts were echoing. I wanted to hurry up and finish my rountine so I could rush back to watching my show. A thought flashed before my mind so quick I almost missed it "I remember when I simply enjoyed this process." Something had happened in the last week. I had fallen back into old patterns of thinking and behaviors that felt familiar but another part of myself wanted nothing to do with them. After my skin care routine came meditation--and that was the last thing I wanted to do. "I'm going to skip my meditation tonight and just resume tomorrow. I want to watch my show" Another thought followed, "Lol this is exactly why I need to just sit down and meditate. There's a reason I'm avoiding it" This back and forth went on for a while until I saw my feet walking to my closest where I usually meditate. I sat down cross legged on my beige pillow and set my timer on my phone to 15 mins. Okay here we go... With my eyes closed and my attention on my breathing, I become to count each inhale. 1 inhale, exhale... 2 inhale, exhale... 3 inhale, exhale... "Wow I love this, I don't know why I didn't want to be here" 4 inhale, exhale... Over and over. Then spirit hit me with a message about obedience, and I knew I had to listen. I realized I had slipped back—not because I didn't want my quantum leap, but because it terrified me. Everything was shifting so fast, exactly as I had intended, but my old self panicked. She crept back in, quietly, subtly—so much so that I didn’t even see her coming. And when I saw what was happening--I didn't freak out or punish her. I simply listened to her and held space while taking my attention back to the inhale and exhale. 5 inhale, exhale... 6 inhale, exhale... "I don't want to do this stupid stuff. I just want to watch my show. As soon as the timer goes off I am watching my shows" 7 inhale, exhale... 8 inhale, exhale...

You’re not waiting for circumstances to shift so that you can feel like the abundant creator you are. This is your permission to be them now so reality can reflect your state back to you! Everything is in fact working out for you. Everything is happening FOR you. Everything is happening IN you. Yes IN you. You think you’re in a room reading this, but really the room is in you. You are observing this experience completely detached but you forgot and got sucked into the role you’re playing. When you remember who you are by constantly reminding yourself that you are not what changes because you are aware of changes.. when you remember that your true identity is changeless and infinite and formless and everything…. Then you’ll have no problem consistently claiming what you desire NOW! Did this land for anyone?? ✨🤍✨🤍

Please check it out. This is my second time listening and I’m blown away. I’m still not able to grasp it all but love is really the answer. I love you all 🤍

It's been a min yall lol i hope yall have been well❤️ This year I'm being more intentional about reflecting on my daily wins. Today was up and down for me but I'm grateful I'm ending the night feeling so good 🤗 - Cooked - Straightened up the kitchen - Had my onboarding call with Tayler & therapy - Took care of my son - Led my team at work in a beautiful meditation and held space to process the impact of the LA fires - Responsive to colleagues - Started my day with a balancing meditation & prayer - Was loving towards my husband - Self love shower - Extra Skincare (Dr face mask) - In bed by 10:12pm (goal was 10pm) - Did SOME work for my day job - Nailed down my client avatar for my company - Gained clarity on goals for my work with Tayler (website, resources, embodiment) - Quick Work out - Drank my protein shake - Mentally prepared for conversation with my supervisor tomorrow - Reflected on my day before bed - Felt gratitude, compassion & encouragement for myself - Posted here 💜 Okay, sending love! Goodnight 🌙

Hello Collective! Unfortunately I’m going to have to reschedule the 11am meeting. I was thinking we could meet up later this evening if that’s okay with you guys or just wait until next week. Let me know down below and have a great rest of your day!