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i want the world to C the BS finna step into the shoes of the late great don hewitt and put the years of ‘tell me a story’ poetry into sixty minutes haven’t started producing it yet but it’s all good i hAve a LiL’ BiT of TiMe or maybe my dad was right all along and i don’t and believing that i do is the problem i undermind back in college, dying wasn’t a worry of mine now death towers in my head, it’s a real asset something has to bring value to the empty goals i set i have no real identity outside of working to raise my worth which can’t net anything worth having on this earth i’m holding a king of isolation and a nine of doubt luv sucks, modern luv affair, and luvxury were the flop but my mind’s made up, i’m all in before i see the turn i already done gambled myself into a mountain of hurt so dealer, please just show: quit job and a milly there’s a fresh start and an unravaged heart in the desert for me, the joker the card that everyone remembers to throw out

thought i would be much further by this age potential demands that i’m worldwide like domain saturday, october twenty-sixth twenty twenty-four drove two and a half for some black & gray therapy got back, cleaned myself up, and it was straight to a mansion party how can i say i wanna do more when i indulge in averageness, heavily yeah, obviously, i’m doing better than cedric i ain’t serving life plus five for emptying paranoia into my roomie but i’m also not one of them boys like ceedee can’t (s)whine about that tho, man’s heart is pigskin sure enough, all three of us were relatively born in the same year, yet i haven’t done anything marvel like that killer or multi-millionaire so memory-making is on hold, i have to keep conversing with the uncomfortable which comfortably earned your boy a “remember me” text from his mother but little does moms know, i slave for the man, then i moisturize in misery to become better than that man like i didn’t even care to have a merry thanksgiving or a happy christmas nothing else can matter when you decide to stop being life’s witness but apart from breathing, someone help me forget that i’m thirty minus five all it does is remind me that i let myself get two to five behind

this may violate some privacy act but if i’m gonna tell it, it has to be the facts, it can only be the facts unless i’m dealing with women those true stories sit in the drafts ... twenty-three-year-old me mentored this seventeen-year-old tall, lanky, adolescent addict named dane from what i recall, my dog was pretty great he just had a dad that brought on all of his pain no surprise there, most fathers do and i wish it weren’t true he also had a mom that was a breaking bad jane she couldn’t stay away from that blue that young pup never wanted to explain he had no parents to turn to like baby bruce wayne so he was always protecting his appearance like bane and i was there to be the signal he could look up to like batman, without the dark knight rises but a couple late dark nights made it easy for me to pick up some vices defined as moral decay or corruption basically what comforts you while killing you slowly driving reckless on every road, adrenaline has consumed my cognition reminiscing on future me missing old me like i won’t be in a better position bad habits go for years after giving ‘em a few seconds i should know that the jobs i work serve people with all types of addictions impurities controlling me but i’m pure enough to root for my kin remember the name: caleb curtain the league will feel him knew that back when i met the eleven-year-old him those college coaches just better not wear my boy thin christien will take over all things track if he wants that to be his impact he’s the baby, and i look up to him how we all look up to see an eclipse whenever his meet schedule drops, none of his race days are a skip camren, that coastal situation doesn’t make you a failure it taught you a lesson and handed you a carded gift as long as you read what’s written and don’t just take the money out of it you’ll have the power to achieve all that you wished jamel, keep milly rocking them boys in that magnolia state did the playboi last ‘cause he’s the furthest and his success isn’t up for debate