Well I know I didn't deserve those things that were done to me And if I hear it wasn't your fault one more time I'm going to lose my mind He's dead I'm alive Now I don't fucking sleep at night Thanks for all those great memories I got 99 problems and some scars from the games we played Thanks for teaching me how to love someone someday I was strong and I did not cry I learned to accept the pain So save the best you have for a rainy day Because these were supposed to be the best years of my life now all I want to do is build a house of matchstick and burn myself alive Along with all the other things I keep buried deep inside These were supposed to be the best years of my life I envied you when you shot yourself in flamingo paradise Because you were gone and I was stuck here alive And I will never know why And I cant get you off my mind Thanks for all those pretty memories