The Ancestors gifted me a message, reminder and a calling home. Tomorrow is seeded in today. A video, a moment captured in time found me in a time of deep need today from when my youngest was about two. A moment in which I was allowing doubt, fear, shame, guilt and grief keep me down, stuck and paralysis. An innocent moment captured with my youngest. And this moment came after x2+ hrs of crying and fighting to regulate myself, while being there for my baby. We were laying in bed, and for nearly an hour he just kept saying, “Mummy, I’m so proud of you. I love you.” I didn’t realise at the time how much medicine that moment would carry for me later. Because right now, in this season of my life — rebuilding, regulating, rising again after some very heavy years — that video met me exactly where I am. It grounded me. Not in pressure. Not in performance. But in what actually matters. My children are only children for a short window of time. And the woman I am becoming is not just being built in big wins or public moments… she is being shaped in the quiet, ordinary spaces of showing up, staying present, and doing the best I can with what I have. As a high-functioning woman, I’ve achieved many things in my life. But the truth I keep coming back to is this: Being an Aboriginal woman. Being a mother. Being an Aunty. Being me. Being someone my children feel safe and loved with. That is the foundation of who I am and how I move through this world. This video reminded me of something I know many women need to hear right now: You do not have to earn the right to exist in your own life. You do not have to over-prove your worth to be allowed to rise. You were born with authority. You were born with permission. If you are doing the best you can with what you’ve got right now — while holding love, while creating safety, while staying in the work of becoming — That is enough. And from that place… We become, weave and rise. 🖤 If this season of your life is calling you to regulate, rebuild, and rise in your own way…

If this resonates, good. Wanting to share my human moment and experience. Wanted to say hello. How has everyone week been? Did you know it has been 52 days into 2026? How is it going for you? Was getting into my own head too much and facing my 'reality' is making me want to disappear again. Instead I came here to connect with communities and beautiful people who are out here on the journey to of showing up and walking their journey. For me... I am finding myself waking up from one of my spirals and regressions. And sitting with the consequences of this regression and the delays it has caused. It is really hard to be with yourself in your own experiences, when you know change needs to happen because life is 'very real and very urgent' right now. And instead of driving me to 'lock in' in changing my own story and experience it is making me lock into the attachment for patterns the self that is keeping us stuck and paralysed. And I am DEEPLY tired of these patterns and repeating the same damn season over and over again. For now it is my experience and shame spiralling and letting the grief run is not serving me. So instead I am here meeting myself and giving myself some grace and permission to be ok being here and now. Knowing I am fighting and I am here trying and I am willing to meet myself at this edge as many times as it takes until the edge shifts and I create a new normal and pattern. In this moment while I have capacity. I am choosing to meet myself here not from shame but gentle acceptance and instead of taking the whip (again) to myself for this fall. Instead I am taking a breath, have set a timer for some skool scrolling and community. Than I am going to watch a Giselle video, ground my nervous system, add one comment to my own community. Take one micro-revenue aligned action and than a micro-movement session for this beautifully tired body of mine that is carrying the complexity of this self and season. That is all for this moment becuase it is all I can carry and it brings me to my edges, not breaking the edges. I am leaning into them, slowly feeling safe to meet them. Than given time I will be able to slowly stretch the edges as I build more strength and capacity.