I want the people who join here to know a bit about me. I have had a very difficult life. And this journey has served to teach me so much about myself. I am not by any means living in some castle on a hill. In fact, I live in my RV full time! I want to eventually be mobile but for now I am stationary and work almost full time as a local Dunkin barista! Yes, I can make a mean Java! But I'm so much more than that. I am a single mother for one. Originally from Rhode Island, I have dedicated my life to my kids and that is where my own career path became one that faded into the distance as I raised them. So I had a means to end job to provide for them and now, I am finally stepping into the time frame where I can focus on some other very important things to me. My children now, all early teens, go between their father in AR and myself in FL. My son was with me for a good 6 or 7 months homeschooling this past year. He is with his dad and sisters now and my daughters will be returning soon! I can't wait! They decided to stay the year for school and though it broke my heart, I knew they needed to have some time to make friends and get settled in a life he made for them there. And I had a lot on my plate here! So I am living life and we make it work. The time now has come for me to focus on 5 years of a very deep journey I've been on. Truthfully it started WAY before that and that is where this matters to me most. Since I was very young, I had abilities. I saw spirits. I had visions. I was a strange child who had a little too much of an interest in death. I used to find dead insects and bury them between the stepping stones of my grandfather's house. Returning them to the earth. Why did I do that? So weird for a child of 8 or 9, but I did. I grew up being bullied in school. Life was miserable for me there. I was often physically attacked. I was different. I had ADHD and Im realizing now that perhaps I may have a spectrum of autism. But nothing that would debilitate me. I was high functioning and always in another world. I felt like school was a smothering institution and that what I was learning wasn't going to serve me. They didn't focus on my strengths, they only complained about my weaknesses. And my strengths could have made me famous! If anyone had cared!