Prayer · Thunder Buddies

Prayer

I am between a rock and a hard place right now. I have a family member whom is very ill. and i feel stuck between two modes of prayer, the one that begs for things to be alright and the one that says, "thank you for answering my prayer" it hits different when things are not looking good. Has anyone experienced this conflict in awakening? i do not know if the energy i carry can change the outcome of someone elses fate. selfishly I am just not ready to lose my mother yet. Would love to hear from you guys, i have honestly been bawling my eyes out all day.

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