Hi guys, I have finally joined wanted to do this a long time ago and now I've joined I don't know where to start and how this works. But I would rather talk to you guys about this stuff I feel comfortable to talk here, so I'm just going to go for it. I have been struggling with substance abuse from age 16, it used to be recreational and last month I went a full month without going into it again. 17:17 as I write this, I know I can choose to say no to the little voice in my head saying let's take drugs and do the same shit I've been doing to "have a good time" because that turns into binging and having no sleep for 5 days and what have I got out of doing that, my lips are sore from biting them and anxiety and not going out of my apartment for days, and doing the same stuff, playing Tekken and fucking my body and mind up for a "good time", I thought this would help me to write this and telling that voice in my mind to do one in trying to stop me from writing this because I am scared of being judged for posting this. Done it now. Love you all

Hey all! Extending the reach to see if anyone knows of a community somewhere in Ontario Canada for now or individuals that offer subsidized rent or no rent in exchange for help like a farm or seniors etc? I have a remote job and before I travel more international just looking for a wee nervous system reset. Feeling quite burnt out and looking for meaningful connection/community around nature etc, thanks so much :)

recently i feel like i have lost the connection to my spiritual purpose and soul, been waking up in the night with the most horrible sense of loneliness and not being able to breath. I kinda feel like my angels have abandoned me, wonder if other people are feeling it too, i just have trouble seeing a point in anything. been thinking a lot of what it would be like to exit the body cause everything seems really fake and overwhelming. I have heard fasting helps reset and has spiritual benefits, any testimonies for it? just trying to find a way to reforge that connection. I am not sure if this all is a collective thing or isolation and life circumstances. what would you guys do if you get to such a low point? I really don't like being this vulnerable but I am desperate to get my head above water again.

Now that I’m aware, every time I catch myself scrolling, I’m disappointed in myself. Lately all I see to want to do is just sit around and consume and not create and I just can’t seem to get out of the funk 😞 anyone have any tips

Hi beautiful friends, I’m Amanda. I originally found Laura’s content on Telegram, which sent me on a quest to find her on other platforms, and I’m genuinely grateful it did. I’ve been “awake” for quite a few years now, and I’ll be honest, it’s becoming harder to keep one foot in the matrix while navigating work and everyday life. I’m incredibly grateful to be self-employed, which I have been for over two and a half decades, but I’ve hit a ceiling in my business. I continually struggle to find my footing on social media as I want to pivot slightly, and the perceived “requirement” to show up online has become a real drain on my mental capacity to create and fully show up for my clients. And truthfully, with platforms feeling as slanted as they do, I don’t want to be a player in their narrative. Of course, I’d be foolish to say these platforms are entirely bad. After all, it’s how I found Laura and this community. At the same time, it feels contradictory to pour energy, time, and creative work into systems that currently feel more harmful than helpful, rather than being used for genuine good. I wish I had a clear answer or a deeper rationale to share. I’m still trying to figure out how to navigate business growth and scaling alongside platforms that don’t fully align with me personally, without becoming dependent on them, while still acknowledging the reach and potential they hold. I’m grateful to be in this space with you all and to have conversations with those who understand how this can feel. If any of you have wrestled with this, I’d truly love to hear how you navigate it. 🤍