this will turn positive, just hold, please….. I am so sick of having to wake up every day and go to work for the system and not for myself. And I don’t even mean money, I mean my time and my energy my space. Unfortunately tho, it seems so easy come Monday morning to get sucked up in all week and not give back to myself, without fully realizing it sometimes. I want to make a conscious effort every day to step outside the routine of the matrix. No matter if it’s a car ride with good music, a trip to the dollar store for a coloring book, or just sit outside and be still and observe. I just get sucked in so hard come Monday morning and it drains me. I’m really working on changing that. If anyone has any advice, please feel free to share.