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Gut feeling

Trigger warning!

My gut feeling has been sounding such a strong alarm for the past 3-4 days that I couldn't sleep and was always lying awake in bed at 2:30 a.m., sleeping for the last 1-2 hours from 5 to 7 a.m. Yesterday, it became clear to me what my body was telling me: Toxic people fighting for my attention at all costs with loud voices and deliberate boundary violations because I don't want any contact with them. People who are afraid of poison but are poison incarnate. The needs and boundaries of others are ignored. If you were to then respectfully address their behavior, even though you want to avoid conflict, you would be judged or even insulted for standing up for your own boundaries. These are, by the way, the people who don't want to see you shine because the glow blinds them too much, and the truth/knowledge being spoken out is a threat. A threat to their deceitful, hypocritical behavior.

I'm so happy that I'm going to Canada next year, that I can build something for myself in another country and leave everything behind me.

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