Every tool I teach, you practice on yourself first.
Not because you're a guinea pig. It's because you are the proof.
The grounding you want to offer to others has to hold your own worst day first.
The releasing you want to guide someone through has to have moved your own grief first. The boundaries you want to teach have to have survived your own family 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁.
This is how the old lineages trained. The healer's first patient was always the healer. Years on yourself before anyone laid on your table.
The modern world flips it. Learn a technique Saturday, practice on strangers Monday. And then we wonder why so much healing work out there is so shallow.
Here we keep the old order. You are your first client. Your own system is your first classroom. Every wound you move through yourself becomes a room you can guide someone else out of, because you know it from the inside.
So when the work on yourself feels slow, reframe it. This is not the delay before your service.
This 𝗶𝘀 your service, in its first and most honest form.
What have you healed in yourself that you could now guide someone through?
Name it. That is your curriculum forming.