One thing I've seen over and over again is people with healing gifts whoexperience fear regarding their abilities. This fear often comes not from the gifts, but from concerns about what embracing these gifts could cost you.
That is 100% valid.
You might worry about losing friendships, facing judgment from family, or even sacrificing your job. Recognizing that these fears as valid is the first step toward overcoming them.
I went through similar experiences with old friends, some family members, and other professional colleagues I used to associate with. And that is the important piece I used to associate with a lot of these people. Many of these relationships I ended because I had to in order to move forward with my healing gifts.
So your fears and worries are valid. But if you've chosen to walk this path, to explore this path, with an open heart and to be of service then you will be fine. With continued support and training that you can find here inside the Rainbow Path, you will be fine. You will learn and you will grow in your capacity as a healer with a Divine gift.