You're not stopping and starting because life is chaotic.
You're unconsciously creating the chaos, the disruption, & the distraction due to fear of failure or success.
Because what if it works?
Now you HAVE to stand all the way in it and that means a death will occur.
Actually many deaths will occur.
Not physical deaths..... but you will no longer be matched with the people you used to vibe with.
There will be periods of loneliness because your old tribe can no longer relate to you.
And you are in between worlds of old you vs new you.
You think starting a business, writing a book, speaking in front of an audience and even "making money" is what is happening and that is NOT it.
YOU ARE TRANSFORMING YOUR IDENTITY!
That's scary AF!
And thats the TRUE reason you keep delaying, and saying "i don't know", but what about this or that.
You create the so called disruptions. Once you understand this, clarity comes.