The amazing soul voice activation today by with the group has me realizing the issue is actually with the attachment of identity ... I started off talking about my corporate identity
And then new spiritual identity
And then my love of writing and sharing
I have always found myself in teacher, advisory and consulting positions throughout my entire career and in my personal life
And I have done the work to identify as "a light being of love" where I know stillness is my creativity
And yet... I have realized my soul is warning me not to attach myself to yet another identity that lives outside of me ....
I just did all this work to detangle external identity and found my inner identity, and my soul is worried I am now moving toward attaching to another external identity wrapped in Love, Justice, Divine Feminine, Sophia and Mary Magdalene.
And omg is my soul voice right! My mind wants so bad to make logic of it all and wrap into a business, a brand, a teaching, a course... something... anything that fits into the world of "survival" by "money".
If I didn't have this avenue of communicating with my soul regularly I would be marching right down the same path again!
Assess where this is coming from ....
I am wanting to attach my identity to something outside me again
Why
My mind is trying to protect my heart for some reason even when my heart is fully open ready to receive anything
Why
Having an externally understandable identity makes my mind feel safe
Why
Because it doesn't understand how stillness can be an identity
Why
Stillness doesn't pay the bills and keep our family living a certain lifestyle
Why
Stillness isn't a career
Why
The world says I can't make money in stillness
Why
You're right... why not? lol