Anger has arrived. · The Lighthouse Project

Anger has arrived.

22 months I've been doing this Work at some level. Every day. Either listening, releasing, or integrating. It's been the most consistent pattern of activity in my life that I can recall. Daily work on a single purpose. It's progressed every day with no standstills.

Anger has been maybe, MAYBE, 5% of the early life emotions that have come up...And when it has, it's been very brief of weak. Sadness, anxiety, fear, shame... largely has been the flavor for two years. I mentioned in last weeks call that a 2nd figure has shown up in my visions. One that I cannot clearly make out. He is me, but older than 'childhood'. My original inner child avatar was clearly me at 4-6 yrs old. He's now by my side in my visions, largely smiling, content. The 2nd figure is adolescent sized, pacing, in the distance, sort of shrouded in darkness...He'll turn toward me, yet he's just a dark obscure figure. When he originally appeared, he was physically active in emoting - waving arms, grabbing hair, using muscle tense postures. He's since calmed a bit, but the feels are still here. His face is becoming visible, morphing between different ages & outfits...But they're all adolescent versions of myself - 14-17 yrs old maybe. And he's pissed. The needs not being met...Or love held hostage for 'proper' behavior, being rewarded for being someone else. He's got that smirk like he's over it & ready to fuck some shit up. It feels that he was waiting for that 4-6 younger me to heal until he could have his day.

The couple sessions I've done recently have been deep strong feelings. I mentioned in the call of my entire torso releasing energy... Now these are pointed deep in the chest (not surprisingly solar plexus region) and across the mid-lat band of my back. The energy electrifies my arms into clenched fists, like a slack winch line pulling tight against the anchors of my spine & wrist. This is different. It appears teenage me is ready to roll.

I'm excited to work through this 'new' prior-season of my baggage. I've not yet had a teen-centric theme. Will be interesting what comes.

Keep up your work gentlemen. Proud of all you for stepping in & staying consistent to change yourselves & our experience on Earth. ❤️💪

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