Just wanted to share an exciting breakthrough. It started with me checking in with Brendan on my progress on Another last Saturday. I’ve been working on what is Another for about 15 months. Thank you Brendan! Clarifying my subject seems to have gotten the ball rolling.
The next night I was brushing my teeth, humming a song to myself, not doing anything in particular, and I suddenly became conscious. I guess you could say I got deeper on my true nature. Last year I got that my true nature is the “source of everything” which was a legit breakthrough, but now I got more, that this "source" is actually nothing at all. There was a feeling of hitting the bottom. I said to myself, “well it turns out I’m nothing after all!”, and then I realized it’s true. I also noticed it’s much more accessible than I first thought.
The next morning, I was contemplating Another again and suddenly and quite easily became conscious of their true nature. I’ll try to say what I got: There’s only one source and it’s the source of “me” and “you” and everyone else too. And this source is absolutely nothing.
I’m glad I stayed on this question for as long as I did. Earlier I got multiple times that we’re all the same, but didn’t get anything more, I’m glad I kept going.
So I guess you could say I "hit a double"! I've heard this can happen, and yah it did. I gave myself 2 PEZ haha. On to the next question - what is Life?