Experience of Joining the Newsletter · The Consciousness Path

Experience of Joining the Newsletter

I don’t know if anyone relates to this but for me— before I joined this newsletter I had doubts and fears about whether or not I’m able to attend the weekly zooms that were part of the newsletter.

I didn’t know beforehand when the zooms started. If it was on a school day on a school time, I wouldn’t be able to attend, and I would be missing all of them despite signing up for it!

Because for me, the moment I join this newsletter, what follows after that would be to participate in the weekly meetings (unless I absolutely can’t).

In my mind those who sign up are those who join (not stay on periphery). Why sign up if I can’t follow up on it. That was a big resistance of mine.

Can’t say I do a good job on the weekly contemplations though. Reading them in the mornings, and only contemplating here and there in gaps between the days.

Anyway, thanks.

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