What a Week
So I am very disappointed in myself 😞. I passed the last three quizzes/tests and now I got a 22% I failed and I'm so disappointed. I know I can do better and I know I shouldn't be beating myself up over it but idk . I am having a lot of stress and it's been very emotionally overwhelming for me . I wish I would stop being tested and graded on everything I do I feel like life is just a big test and people are there to watch you fail over and over again . I want relationships and I can't even figure out how to form words and set boundaries. And now my "stepmom" will officially be my stepmom my dad is proposing on Saturday hopefully!!!!!! Only really good part of my week . I am bummed out . I'm tired of people (my sister) bragging about how she has this amazing buddy buddy relationship with our mom and kinda throwing it in my face that I can't be loved and nutured by someone who's supposed to be there and care . I just appreciate that I have this community of people on here that care, but I also feel as if you guys are the only ones who do . Uggh sometimes I just get stuck in a mental loop and wish I could just drown everything and everyone else out .
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Anna Foster
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