Last weekend, I decided to go offline for a little bit, yes, I was only commenting on posts quickly because I want to get my flame back 🔥 But for other social media, I decided to take a little break for a few days to participate in some ceremonies So, hence, today: no inspirational Monday, but something I learned during the weekend in a chili ceremony 🌶️ For the ceremony, there was this shaman from Ecuador. He does all kinds of ceremonies, and I participated in a few more, but one that was really teaching me a lot and was a mirror for myself, was the Chilli ceremony. It's literally what the title says. In this ceremony, they grind some chili, and then they take one chilli and They pull down your lower eyelids, and they smear chili in your eyes. 😨 🥵 And the pain one experiences can last from 10 minutes to 2 hours, depending on the person and the situation For these indigenous people from Ecuador from the jungle, this is a tradition that they even do on very young children, even newborns, and it's their form of meditation. They do it when they need to release some emotions, when they have to make big decisions and to face their fears. And before we started doing this Chilli ceremony, this shaman talked about these horror stories in the jungle with foreigners doing Chilli ceremonies: literally pulling plants out of the ground, out of desperation, digging holes, going totally crazy. 🤯 And you can imagine: this did not really help me to be motivated to participate in this ceremony 😅 However, as you already might know, I'm a person who often goes outside of my comfort zone and I'm all about dealing with discomfort. But I was so afraid. I was literally shaking from fear before he walked up to me to put the Chilli in my eyes as I heard other people who were before me, already screaming But what happened was something I did not expect... Yes, yes, it really hurt, and it was really uncomfortable. I couldn't open my eyes for like 30 minutes... But it was way less worse than I expected. I even managed to find some calm in the pain and started focusing on slow breathing... I just knew and accepted I could not escape this pain. There is no way to get the chilli out of your eyes - the shaman wasn't planning to get the chilli out of the eyes if it was possible anyway, because the pain is part of the process.