I think I mentioned I got scammed giving out my information before and all I do is fuck up. I'm sad, depressed, negative, lonely, got no phone. nothing. my dad and step mom pays for my phone and now they don't trust me. Like my life is over I need fucking money now. I don't care if it's job or business. I need fucking money now. I need to make money online and I need a fucking team of mentors who got good results that are better than me but are willing to lift me up. like I'm nothing without fame. I've built myself up. and now my parents don't give a fuck. I need a fucking job. I'm so sad and I have no friends to help me and now I'm losing people who love and look up to me. I need to get out of this broke mind set like this fat fuck who's broke said "being broke is not that bad I wanna slap him in the fucking face." like I'm fucking negative and dark as fuck. like i hate myself I ruined my dads birthday by doing it late which means trying to fix my phone and unlocking my new account. this is all my fault. I just hate myself. if anyone can help me please. cause I need fucking help.

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I feel so fucking depressed. I ruined my dads birthday by not communicating with him about my phone frozen and not getting it to verizon. My icloud, instagram and bank account is hijacked. I want to make money so fucking bad. every fucking asshole always said money doesn't make you happy. fuck you you mother fucker. you would've been sad like me. is it not making you happy? being broke doesn't buy you fucking happiness you fucking dickhead. I wanna slap someone who says this. I'm going through fucking hell. I'm a fucking idiot for giving my account to someone. I feel like absolute shit. Like I need help. I can't make a business because I need fucking money. this is why I need a job because there's no other way to start a business. I'm lonely and depressed as fuck. I can't even get out of bed at 5 fucking AM in the morning. everyone always say like if there's anything you need I'm there for you. I ask you and this is how you fucking treat me? I need help starting a business so I won't be broke ever again. I'm sick of living this broke life. how the fuck do I make money online without zero dollars. because I'm suffering like fucking hell. I haven't gone to mma classes. I don't have fire in me. I got back with a loser friend the 4th time. I slack off of self improvement. I lost my job, unemployed for 4 fucking months. Everything. this is all my fault and I don't know how to fix it I wanna fix it now. what the fuck am I gonna do?