I realized that I didn't need more motivation but instead, I needed to become stronger at no longer allowing external influences and external noise influence my decisions.
Instead, I had to choose to hear what was happening inside me instead, and go from there. This wasn't so much a retreat from the world but a way to make every major move inside it. Once I did that, I got all the drive and fire I needed to move forward when learning a new skill that would enhance my life.
How about you? How do you go about making decisions?