I woke up, 5:45am, head full of snot with about 3 hours asleep in the tank. I had a gym session set for 30 minutes from then - legs I did my morning gratitude meditation for 5 minutes but it didn't hit like normal because I couldn't focus through the thunderstorm of brain fog I had rollin I knew I had a big day head, after legs we had another classroom speech at Indian Land HS On one hand, I felt a little sick; the thought of missing it pissed me off. On the other hand, I felt the comfort of my warm bed and my beautiful family telling me it'd be ok... I paused for a moment What should I do? ... I grabbed my phone and made the split second decision to to call my cousin @Brennon Harris, told him what was up and he said it was all good he'd just have to double his sets up I didn't like that... The Idea of him having to pick up my slack I told him let me shower and call him back Channeled Rage - My Heart Starting Screaming My knees instantly felt more sturdy, my chest got hot but my mind felt clear Not Today - Not Ever. I hit the shower going crazy, Expelling all those doubtful, tiresome, weak thoughts that came for me in moments prior I set the tone and moved forward, pushing hard into the gym and crushing what I was just previously afraid of Later on, I stepped into the classroom and gave it my best with my team. When you're truly Heartled, those around you are too.