While watching this video by rey "God did not put you here to be good" I realised how much my life decisions are effected by people around me, just keep them happy, satisfied and pleased. This morning I skipped my meditation and just sit in silence, very early in the morning, I was just looking around and feeling the peace. From my last post i learned a lot, I'm carrying too much pressure, fear, guilt, expectations and responsibilities. I just surrender and give them all to god 😊🙌🏼 i bring back my power. Nobody can scare me, not even my parents, society, or their rule and culture. Recently from last few months I was in rush to start content creation, to connect with people, to shoot my life to present myself as a niche. I was handling tons of syallabus from college, too much pressure for entrence exams. Not anymore, today I realised this year is going to end soon, i need to create difference now. Without any expectations and responsibilities I'm giving myself permission to rest, to choose what I feel intrested in, to love, to talk with myself. In my family I'm the only person who is interested in spirituality, I'm different form them, I have some goods and bads, but in all these... instead of connected to god, when did I start beating myself to fit in the perfect mold of spiritual and peaceful girl?? That video really helped me. And now I'm not beating myself anymore. Today I cried a lot. I'm just sitting around here and there and thinking. It's time to choose who really I am and stop with this ego and beliefs drama. I'll update you all with my new journey in next post 😊🤗 And thanks rey, your video opened my eyes it's just me and God. Nothing else. God bless you all ❤️‍🩹 Ruru ;)

Hello friends 🙏 One important thing that i keep constantly on my mind, is that there is nothing wrong with the way life is unfolding. Whatever is happening in your life, whether you're struggling with difficult circumstances, or addictions, or people, everything is working out perfectly for you. Now, this SOUNDS nice. But in the moment when we feel fear, or worry, or anger, often it doesn't help us. That's because "everything is working out perfectly for you" is not just supposed to be some nice affirmation we try and force ourselves to believe when we don't. It's about fundamentally changing our relationship with life itself, to break free from the illusions of our mind, and see the higher truth unfolding. If you focus on everything going wrong, and how much it sucks, that's all you will see. But if you make it a habit of looking for the evidence of how life is trying to help you, you'll begin to see it. We build our trust and faith muscles over time so that we learn to naturally surrender to life. Only then do the blessings begin to come, because we are no longer in resistance to the source of all love, peace, joy, and abundance. We get angry and frustrated because life isn't going exactly as we want. But it is exactly that resistance to "What is" that is what is sabotaging us from receiving what we want. That emotional turbulence is what keeps us from learning the lesson that life is actually trying to show us, through our problems. So the more we stay stuck in our psychological drama about what is happening, the greater chance we'll continue to repeat the same lessons until we fully learn. Learn to trust life, and you'll begin to see that every problem is in fact an oppurtunity for you to bring forth even greater blessings. There is nothing wrong. Only the Ego judges life. The deeper aspect of what we are is always free, always in peace, love, joy, and abundance. We don't have to "get" these things. We only have to remove our attatchments to the Ego, which keeps them blocked like a dark cloud covering up the light and the warmth of the sun.

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